[size13 “I don't wanna know all your secrets 'cause I'll tell It's hard enough being alone with myself I don't know how long I'll be holding on I know you tried your hardest, I know that you meant well But you pushed me to the edge, and I slipped and then I fell I don't know how long I'll be holding on … I didn’t need it, it needed me…” [+red “Like a Villain” - Bad Omens ]
Reason - … I like the song a lot . It silences my frustrations. Most of all it makes me happy.
Head up, chest out It's all laxed, I'm stressed out Shh! Be quiet, I'm stressed out Stressed out, stressed out, stressed
Song: Silent hill by kendrick lamar ft. kodak black Explanation: When in the middle of anxiety and depression, i cant take all the loud noises so the lyric: Shh! Be quiet, im stressed out. Explains it all for me.
This chapter may end... but a new one will begin soon. My curtain is falling on the sunset. That's all folks, I'll see you in the next season. Maybe.
They wanted heaven from me I gave 'em hell Now they want something bigger I'm overwhelmed I think it's time to go now I think my curtain's falling Just don't forget about me When you get out of college
If it's my final album And if I am forgotten I hope I made you smile That's all I ever wanted
Congratulations on your bit of success Welcome to the Neotheater
We can't wait to see what you do next
This is just perfect for this current day. Last day of school, having to leave.
[size13 This I don't know what I was thinking Leaving my child behind Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind With all this anger, guilt and sadness Coming to haunt me forever I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river Is this revenge I am seeking? Or seeking someone to avenge me? Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free Maybe I should chase and find Before they'll try to stop it It won't be long before I'll become a puppet It's been so long Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster To the man behind the slaughter Since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder The sanity of your mother]
"James is just a mini version of Soldier, and Carmen is just a mini version of Dell-" :p
Headin' down south to the land of the pines I'm thumbin' my way into North Caroline Starin' up the road and pray to God I see headlights I made it down the coast in seventeen hours Pickin' me a bouquet of dogwood flowers And I'm a-hopin' for Raleigh, I can see my baby tonight So, rock me mama like a wagon wheel Rock me mama any way you feel Hey... mama rock me Rock me mama like the wind and the rain Rock me mama like a southbound train Hey... mama rock me Runnin' from the cold up in New England I was born to be a fiddler in an old time string band My baby plays a guitar, I pick a banjo now Oh, north country winters keep a-gettin' me down Lost my money playin' poker, so I had to leave town But I ain't a-turnin' back to livin' that old life no more So, rock me mama like a wagon wheel Rock me mama any way you feel Hey... mama rock me Yeah, rock me mama like the wind and the rain Rock me mama like a southbound train Hey... mama rock me Walkin' to the south out of Roanoke I caught a trucker out of Philly, had a nice long toke But he's a-headin' west from the Cumberland Gap To Johnson City, Tennessee And I gotta get a move on before the sun I hear my baby callin' my name and I know that she's the only one And if I died in Raleigh, at least I will die free So, rock me mama like a wagon wheel Rock me mama any way you feel Hey... mama rock me Oh, rock me mama like the wind and the rain Rock me mama like a southbound train Hey... mama rock me So, rock me mama like a wagon wheel Rock me mama any way you feel (oh, I wanna feel) Hey... mama rock me Rock me mama like the wind and the rain Rock me mama like a southbound train Hey... mama rock me
[center [size13 "I'm not afraid to speak my mind and throw this life away I've been enslaved, and years of wasting time made me this way No it won't get better, we'll just drift apart And when you do start trying I hope you're reminded I'm alive I'm alive And not just breathing Time will tell but I wait patiently There's not a single string attached to you that I can't see It's like the longer I wait the more you disintegrate There's not a moment I don't hope for you but I can't wait " [+Purple Not Just Breathing ~ The Plot in You ]
Reason - I just feeling like I am falling apart... The song lets out some of frustration.
I hate to say that I shall not be back online till the 17-18 because I have to go to camp :<
Maybe I'm not pretty, Maybe I'm just fun? Cuz i got a belly, And I got a bum. And I'm always jelly, Of all the other ones with there itty bitty bellys and there rum ba ba bums
I know I shouldn't hurt myself, but I can't find ways to lose weight without ledarly starving, And I'm not gonna ask for help. Cuz all your gonna say is I'm perfect and oh so worth it. Every other sign says I'm beautiful, but what if I don't feel like I'm beautiful? I wish my body image didn't say, that I should be another kinda way.
[i[center ` Do you ever get a little bit tired of life Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive 'Cause you gotta survive Like your body's in the room but you're not really there Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air Am I past repair ` ]] ~Numb Little Bug
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