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-Butterfly--Butterfly-   130d ago
Cat Mom

蝶 Chō
Chō is the Japanese word for Butterfly.
Chouka also means butterfly depending on how it is written, it can also mean flower. 蝶
-Butterfly--Butterfly-   130d ago
Cat Mom

[Size13 Lets start with today, it was a rather long day at work. Sure I complain an awful lot about work. Today it was just worst. I got to thinking about how much my boss doesn't like me. I mean maybe he does like me and I am taking things to personal. 
Still if I told you I couldn't finish something is it too much to ask for a hand? Do you want me to leave? Sure I could look for a different job but I like my job. I like all the freedom and alone time I get. I do like my coworkers don't get me wrong. 
How can I stand working for someone who can't even leave me a note. Or say hey I didn't get to pulling your donuts. Why am I so loyal to that place and keep trying?
This thought often occurs when I get angry or stressed. 
Maybe I should just leave when I can't get everything done. Then you can wonder why my stuff is still sitting on the rack. Lucky for you I mange to get done with icing at a good time but I am still sure I have overtime. I don't want to hear about it.
I have calm down lot but let just say I was pissed this morning. I think part of reason i hate getting up is because I dread going to work. It didn't used to be that way.
-Butterfly--Butterfly-   128d ago
Cat Mom

[size13 [#600f9f Let me come in here start with something nice! [i (It isn't going to last long...unfortunately.)]
I am thankful for EliteSkills (Well role-play Cloud now.) Either way I am thankful for this place! I have been on this site for over 12 years. Yeah am one of those naughty ones who made a lot of accounts. Sometimes it just felt good running from myself... Either I am thankful for this place letting me express myself through writing. I love all the ideas and stories I have made over the years. I am most thankful for all of my journals. It just felt great getting all of the things that flood my mind out. My journals have seen me at some pretty rough times. Because of: family, relationships friendships and work. Any more the most of what is getting me is work! Yeah I know I could get another job but I am scared to start over... I worked so hard to get where I am today...


Either way I just wanted to say I am thankful for this place.


So Thank you WebMaster and everyone else who keep this site up and running.
-Butterfly--Butterfly-   126d ago
Cat Mom

Japanese names I like 


Unyu, Uriu, Kao, Uryo, Urio, Kanama, Kuryu, Kanyu, Tsumeiki
-Butterfly--Butterfly-   126d ago
Cat Mom

[size13 [#600f9f Now lets start with bad? Complicated? Whatever you want to call it. 
I know I have over time. Maybe not as much as last week but how am I suppose to cut it? My boss help me one ? I got to leave an hour early if that? How is that going to help me cut my hours of over time? Because I have to be there. Because no has a job there like mine. 


It is obvious that you must not care how much over time I get. I am sure Sunday you are going to tell me I need to leave early. Because I have too much over time right? You will complain about it wont you? But not to my face right? One of the bakers told me you were complain about me getting so much over time. 


I don't understand how you can't see I need help. I just need someone to work with me in the mornings. I can get all the frying and Icing done. I just need some to either help me package or help me pull donuts for the next day.
-Butterfly--Butterfly-   68d ago
Cat Mom

Character sheets for small bio. 


[center [size13 Name ~ 
Birthday~ 
Age~
Species ~ 


Gender~ Male 
Sexuality~
Loved one ~ 
Relationship status / Marital Status~


Hair color and length~
Eye color~ 
Height~ 
Weight / Build~ 
Personality Traits ~ 
Weapons~ 
Clothing / Jewelry ~
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Glasses~ 
Tattoos / Markings / Scars ~ 
Illness/ Weaknesses ~ 
Occupation~
Extra Information ~

[size10 :. The art on my profile isn’t mine credit goes to the original artists .:]
-Butterfly--Butterfly-   125d ago
Cat Mom

Some colors to hold on to. 
[#cf130c Venom #cf130c]
[#29bdfa Sky #29bdfa]
[#98b4f6 Rain #98b4f6 ]
[#8cd9c3 Greed #8cd9c3]
[#eaa9e3 Blush #eaa9e3]
[#f0adcd Dream #f0adcd]
[#13cd91 Haze #13cd91]
[#d28c04 Just gold #d28c04]
[#efe31a Sour lemon #efe31a]
[#f406c0 Heart-beat #f406c0]
[#b143ef Wild #b143ef]
[#ca18ec Lullaby #ca18ec]
[#6c15d1 Lust #6c15d1]
[#591b7e Night #591b7e]
[#f2071a Bite Me #f2071a]
[#f56e00 Lock #f56e00]
[#20267e Midnight #20267e]
[#125612 Dark Forest #125612]
[#8c949b Wolf #8c949b]
-Butterfly--Butterfly-   118d ago
Cat Mom

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Satisfy]
[Satisfy Wings of a butterfly (Satisfy) ]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Indie+Flower]
[Indie+flower Bullet with butterfly wings (Indie Flower) ]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Dancing+Script]
[Dancing+Script Butterfly kisses (Dancing Script)]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Nanum+Gothic]


[Nanum+Gothic Little butterfly (Nanum gothic) ]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Quicksand]
[Quicksand Sweet little butterfly (Quicksand) ]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Cookie]

[Cookie Ay ee ay ay Ay ee ay ay Ay ee ay ay Where's my samurai? (lol I feel old quoting that song) (Cookie) ]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Spectral]
[Spectral Butterfly Dance (Spectral) ]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Sacramento]
[Sacramento This is pretty probably wont use it much but I simply adore it. (Sacramento)]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Parisienne]
[Parisienne Hopeless little butterfly (Parisienne) ]

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Yuji+Mai]
[Yuji+Mai Butterfly Dance (Yuji Mai )]

Tangerine
Jura
Karma

[google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=
[insert font name here ]]
-Butterfly--Butterfly-   110d ago
Cat Mom

[size10 I wonder how much longer I will have a job there. It seems they are going to be getting rid of the frying position... It not set in stone yet but wonder what will be left for my there? Will they simply get rid of me?  


There are some other things rolling around the back of my mind but they aren't really important.
NightMareNightmare   108d ago
Bringer of Nightmares

[size10 I haven't made a decision yet on what I should do.  I have to know by tomorrow but I don't know what to decide. Tomorrow will bring more answers I suppose. This is scary, change is scary. I have been in that bakery for over eight years now... If I stay and do night-stock I will only get to watch it... I will no longer have a part to play there I feel...empty...Abandon. I have work so hard back there to keep that place a float and to be tossed in a blink of an eye. It hurts. I hope I wont cry tomorrow hard saying what will happen. All I know is I have to work...
-Butterfly--Butterfly-   101d ago
Cat Mom

[size10 I am sorry I chose to leave... chose to work different hours... I thought maybe working early I be able to cook dinners for us still. But I guess you are right we won't see each other enough ? We will have the same days off I was excited for that... I though that would help.... I am making more money... Look I am scared to go scared to leave...  I am scared of what will be come of us... I guess we will know if our relationship will make or break right?
NightMareNightmare   95d ago
Bringer of Nightmares

[size10 It is hitting me pretty hard today. The fact that I am no longer apart of that bakery. I am starting at a new place tomorrow. It seems like my weekend of fun has just flown by and it is getting me down. I had a good time though. Getting the kitties grooms, looking at kitten at the pet sore. He is gone now I was hoping to see him again... I wanted to bring him home so bad. It was nice seeing my aunt too. Getting to see you guys the day after was the icing on the cake. I miss you guys! I had at lot of fun driving around place to place. I wish it was last Friday again. I wished I made hot beef sandwiches maybe Austin would of join us. Then again once he determined to do something he is on it. I wish we had more time to play that  card game. Hopefully soon I will get the base painted up and we can start playing D&D it won't be all the time but some of the time... I even thought of a name for our group. The Blue Moon Guild. Because more than likely we will get together once in a blue moon. lol Well hopefully more than that... 


I hope tomorrow goes well and this depressing feeling goes away. Because I had a good time! I think the thought of work is getting to me... Just the new place and meeting new people. Learning new things will be nice once I get the hang of it that is.
-Butterfly-Shiro   68d ago
Cat Mom

Holding on to this picture.
-Butterfly-Setsuna   68d ago
Cat Mom

[#ca18ec [center [size13 Name ~  Setsuna
Birthday~  November 10th 
Age~ Unknown 
Species ~ Fallen Angel 

Gender~ Female 
Sexuality~
Loved one ~ 
Relationship status / Marital Status~

Hair color and length~
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Height~ 
Weight / Build~ 
Personality Traits ~ 
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Glasses~ 
Tattoos / Markings / Scars ~ 
Illness/ Weaknesses ~ 
Extra Information ~
[size10 :. The art on my profile isn’t mine credit goes to the original artists .:]
-Butterfly-Haruka   68d ago
Cat Mom

[#b143ef [center [size13 Name ~ Haruka 
Birthday~ December 17th 
Age~ Unknown 
Species ~ Vampire 

Gender~ Female 
Sexuality~ Pansexual 
Loved one ~ No one 
Relationship status / Marital Status~ Single 

Hair color and length~ Her hair is currently dyed purple color. Her hair is lot long than it looks but she keeps it tied back.
Eye color~ Crimson 
Height~ 5'4'
Weight / Build~ 
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[size10 :. The art on my profile isn’t mine credit goes to the original artists .:]
-Butterfly-Michiru   68d ago
Cat Mom

[#f56e00 [center [size13 Name ~ Michiru
Birthday~ 
Age~
Species ~ 

Gender~ Male 
Sexuality~
Loved one ~ 
Relationship status / Marital Status~

Hair color and length~
Eye color~ 
Height~ 
Weight / Build~ 
Personality Traits ~ 
Weapons~ 
Clothing / Jewelry ~
Piercings ~

Glasses~ 
Tattoos / Markings / Scars ~ 
Illness/ Weaknesses ~ 
Extra Information ~
[size10 :. The art on my profile isn’t mine credit goes to the original artists .:]
-Butterfly--Butterfly-   62d ago
Cat Mom

D&D
notes to hold on too. 
Angels
They possess darkvision, the ability to see in the dark. They are immune to acid, cold and petrification.

Holding on to this too. Don't want to lose it XD
[pic https://i.imgur.com/ZVbIFvW.gif ]
-BlackCat-BlackCat-   62d ago
Cat Mom

Holding on to this idea. 
[size20 [google-font http://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Spectral] [Spectral [#1106a2 [center [b Humiliation ]
[pic https://i.imgur.com/rbYhjiv.jpg?1]
Kuragari was once a powerful fox demon. Many humans and other demons feared him. Kuragari was weakened at the time a powerful priest sealed his power. The priest though this would be a worst punishment than death. Humiliation! Kuragari hated humans so much that this was torture. Serving the priest family for centuries and not being able to die. Kuragari went though endless amounts of torture. He was trapped by the priest family but there was still hope for him yet. Little by little he started to gain some of his powers back. 


Only then would he finally be able to gain all his power back,  if he could kill the current priest or master some might say. If he could kill him. he would finally be free. Finally be able to  strike  fear once again. Why was it so difficult? Was being trapped as a human finally getting to him? All these emotions and feelings. Why could he not kill his master? Was he actually falling in love with him despite how mean he was?

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