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By LovelyDesire-

This is my personal journal. You are more than welcome to read, you just aren't allowed to comment or post inside of this thread. Unless I know you personally, then I might end up changing my mind. Just know whatever is put here, doesn't have to do with anyone from this site. It's just my way of escaping my mind right now. So kindly keep your comments to yourself. Thank you.
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LovelyDesire-lovely   126d ago

[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 I have been really debating on posting this here, but I just don't know what else to fucking do.. I'm at my breaking point. I can't keep doing this to myself.. The news I have gotten the last couple of months have been eating me alive. I don't know what to do.. Saturday I come home from work, and I get a message and I break down. I break down for 25 minutes straight, and Casey didn't know what to do.. It hurt to breathe, it hurt to really do anything honestly.. My whole world is falling apart around me.]]

[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 On a good note though, I have a phone interview with a call center on Monday, and I'm kind of looking forward to that. Am I nervous? Yes I am. I'm just hoping that this job comes through, because then I can be out of the public's eye, I can focus on my mental health and just focus on my little family I have now. Will it be hard to walk away from the bonds I have made with the people I work with? Hell yes it will. Will it be worth it though? I hope so.]]

[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 Casey got me a kitten for Christmas, and she's so much fucking fun. She's curled up next to me right now. She knows I've been really upset, and not feeling good, so she's been by my side. She's 10 weeks now, and such a handful. I wouldn't have it any other way though. She's been such a joy having her around, and I feel like Casey & I have needed this little one in our lives. I should be heading off to bed because I do have to work in the morning, so I will close this entry off here. Until next time.]]

[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 [right ~Falling Apart~]]]


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