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[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 [b "Ellie baby, are you awake?"] came the sound of her mother's soft voice. The woman rolled onto her side and pulled the pillow over her head. She didn't want to deal with this right now. She didn't want her mother's staring eyes, asking if she was okay. Asking if she needed anything, and worst of all she didn't want her asking if she was [i herself]. She knew that things were slowly starting to get out of control. Giselle was coming out more and more most days, and Ellie sure as hell didn't know how to explain it.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 That's when her mother knocked on her door once more before speaking again. [b "I'm coming in. I'm tired of waiting for you to answer me"] she said as she turned the knob and opened the door. Ellie sat bolt up right in her bad and glared at her mother. [#D7ACAC "What if I was changing? Or what if I was sitting here fully naked?"] she snapped at the woman. Her mother shook her head and waved her hand a bit, moving to the edge of her daughter's bed and sat upon it.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 [b "I knew you wouldn't be, because you would have screamed at me when I started turning the knob to come inside. Are you doing okay baby?"] she asked her looking slightly worried. She could feel Giselle stirring inside of her mind all of a sudden, and her heart skipped a beat. She was doing everything she could to keep the other at bay. [#D7ACAC "I'm doing alright for the most part. Just kind of tired, and getting annoyed with you for hovering over me. I'm not a child anymore momma"] she said softly her eyes locking on her mother.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 The older woman reached out and brushed her daughter's hair out of her eye. [b "I know you aren't. But since we found out about your disorder, things have been harder on both your father and I. Him and I have been talking a lot and we have finally come to a decision on some things"] she said softly. Ellie's heart skipped a beat slightly, and Giselle perked up a bit. She could also feel Isabella's curious mind as well. It was strange with the two of them hanging around, but she kept her mouth shut for now.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 She wanted her mother to keep talking, but knew she wouldn't until she made some sort of reply. [#D7ACAC "What have you and daddy been talking about?"] she asked as she pulled the blanket to her chin. Her mother's eyes filled with tears and she wanted nothing more than to bring Ellie towards her, but knew she couldn't. [b "We are taking you to a place called Amherst. It's a safe place, and we are doing it because we love you. We don't want you to be mad or angry with us. We just.."] her mother paused just then.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 [b We just don't know how to help take care of you. We don't know when it's going to be you, or the other's"] she said lightly. Ellie's whole world seemed to shatter just then. She wanted to yell, scream, and tell her mother that she was a horrible person. She knew better than that though. She just sat there not looking towards her mother. Everything was changing, and it sounded like she didn't have much of a choice in the matter. She felt Isabella slowly start to slip out, because her fingers itched for a blade.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 [#D7ACAC "When are you taking me?"] she muttered. [b "Today, in the next couple of hours.. It's time to get ready"] she said. Ellie's heart shattered just then and she did yell and scream at her mother. The older woman slipped out of her room as Ellie sat there in stunned silence. She then packed her things, and pretty much said goodbye to her home. She didn't know when she would see it again, or if she would see it again. She didn't bother talking to her parents again either. They were locking her up, and she couldn't do a damn thing about it.]]
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[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 It's been a year since Ellie had been locked away from the world. Today she wasn't herself though. She was in the corner of her room with a small blade in her hand. Isabella was her name. She was cutting small lines into Ellie's arm, and a small sigh passed through her lips at the feeling of the pain slowly ebbing away. The memories was too much for Ellie to handle, and Isabella took over right away. It wasn't the ideal time either, because Ellie was supposed to be meeting a new nurse, or doctor today too.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 As she was about to start on another small line, her door opened and in walked one of the other nurses that's been there with Ellie the whole time. [b Ellie darling it's time to eat"] she said as she placed a tray down onto the table. Isabella turned around and narrowed her eyes lightly. [#E67E22 "You know I hate it when you call me Ellie. My name is Isabella"] she snapped. That's when the nurse say the blade and she sighed lightly. She pulled the gauze out of her pocket and walked over to the blue haired female.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 [b "I'm sorry Isabella. I'm just so used to having Ellie around, that when you arrive it's a whole new ball game for me"] she said lightly as she wrapped Ellie's wrist with a bandage, keeping the gauze in place. [b "I wish you wouldn't harm yourself either. You are too pretty for that"] she said lightly, locking her eyes with the other's. Isabella rolled her eyes and looked at the tray and groaned lightly. [#E67E22 "When am I going to get the food I want?"] she nearly whined. The woman smiled and shook her head lightly.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 [b "You know we can't make everyone what they want. It's the same thing all along the board"] she said. Isabella let out a huff and was gone. Ellie blinked a couple of times and shook her head. She then looked down at her wrist and let out a small, sad sigh. [#D7ACAC "I wish she wouldn't do that.. I'm getting tired of all of the scars"] she admitted. [b "Welcome back Ellie. Your new nurse, or doctor will be coming around today. Do you think you'll be able to keep the two at bay?"] she asked her.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 [#D7ACAC "I can try, but I'm not going to make any promises"] she said as she walked over and picked up the bread on the tray. It wasn't the best, but it was better than nothing that's for sure. She sat on the chair and took a bit. As she chewed Danielle watched her. [b "You are more than welcome to go into the main hall today if you'd like. I saw a couple of your favorite books out on the tables"] she said hoping that would help a little bit. Ellie did seem to perk up a bit.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 [#D7ACAC "I think I will. Thank you Danielle"] she said softly. She finished her breakfast and then got dressed for the day. She then made her way into the main hall, her arms wrapped around herself the whole time. She could feel Giselle stirring and knew she wanted out. She stopped where she was, closed her eyes, counted to ten and let the feeling pass. When she opened her eyes again, she was still herself. She walked over to one of the tables and sat down. Sure enough there were a couple books there.]]
[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Noto+Sans][noto+sans [size12 Some were Stephen King, and the other's were romance novels. She wasn't interested in those at all. She reached for Thinner and opened to the first page. She could hear the other's whispering around her, but she tried to tune them out the best she could. She wanted to be back in her room, and she hoped this meeting went by quickly.]]