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CherryBooxxcнeryl   1y ago

[google-font https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Ruda] [font "Ruda" It was just another typical day. New town. New school. A new beginning. Well sort of. This time she was alone. Cheryl ended up going to a place where her parents trying to get rid of the gay. Or if that is what you wanted to call it. Cheryl stretched as she stared at the wall. She couldn't believe that she was doing this all alone. But she knew it was for the best. She could never forgive her parents for what they made her do.]

[font "Ruda" Cheryl looked at the time on her clock, and realized she still had plenty of time to get ready for her first day. Cheryl laid there in bed. Cheryl had to realize that she wasn't entirely alone. She met someone at this place that her parents sent her. There stories were kind of similar. It felt like they hit off real well. But Cheryl knew not to get close to the female. One, because she knew once she got out of there she would never see her again. And she knew it was against the rules to since the whole thing was to get rid of the gay. Cheryl sighed and rolled her eyes at the thoughts.]

[font "Ruda" Cheryl promised herself that once she got out that she would never talk to her parents again. Cheryl had to get rid of the people that don't accept her for her. Cheryl ended up meeting up with her parents once she got out because they wanted to see if this place worked. It obviously didn't. And Cheryl couldn't decide if she wanted to fake it when she saw them or not. But Cheryl knew that wasn't her. That wasn't like her. So Cheryl straight up told them that it didn't work. That she still was interested in females. Her parents said that she was a disgrace. That's when Cheryl lost her crap on her mother. Because it was mainly her mother not her father. He just sat there quietly. Cheryl basically told her mother that she was a disgrace for sending her to that place and for not accepting her for her. And with that being said, she told her parents that she wants nothing to do with them. And like that, she hasn't heard from her parents.]

[font "Ruda" Cheryl realized that she wasted a lot of time. She finally got up, and then she put some clothes on and did her makeup and fixed her hair a bit. Cheryl grabbed a jacket, put it on, and then headed to the school. Once she got there, she parked her car, and got out of the car. She saw that everyone was staring at her. Cheryl sighed and told herself that she has this. Cheryl gulped lightly, and then walked into the school. Her eyes scanned the school as it was huge. She gulped lightly as people were still staring at her.]

[font "Ruda" [b "It's like you guys have never seen a new student before."]] [font "Ruda" She snapped at these people and then headed to the office to get her schedule and go to her first class. She wanted to get this day over with and then go back home and curl back up in her blanket. She saw no point of this. But she told herself that she can't stop with life just because she didn't have her parents in her corner anymore. She would create friends here that she could consider her family. She sighed as she headed to her first class. Biology.]
MourningGloryChiles Christian   1y ago
Lady of the Night

[#0addeb [i It's funny the things that you can learn about people. Sometimes the ones that claim to love you no matter what are the ones that will hurt you the most...Never did I think that things would go the way they did...I mean... I had friends, a loving dad and as fate would have it an evil step-mother who wanted me gone. She always thought I was...'Odd' and she was right. I hung out with guys, but my best friend Shelly was...well she wasn't just my best friend. She was my girlfriend and had been for the last three years. But all it took to end us was Ginger to see us kissing on the couch one night with Shelly's hands in my hair and hovering over me...Dad and Ginger were supposed to be out to dinner and then some business with people he worked with...I was SUPPOSED to have the house to myself...Yeah...and now I'm in this school to correct my sins and be the best me possible. I have been here for....']] Chile sighed as she looked at the notebook she had been writing in. She had not been able to sleep as all of that had been bouncing around in her head. Maybe it would have been better if she could stop thinking about it. But she couldn't. How could her father had turned on her the way that he did? How could he have disowned her the moment he realised that she loved girls instead of guys?

[#0addeb "Well...there's no use to cry over spilled milk. It's time to try and leave the past behind me.."] Came soft and sad words as she shut the notebook and placed it back into the desk drawer, locking it with the heart key that she wore on a chain around her neck just as the shrill cry of her alarm was letting her know it was time to get up and ready for another day of school. With a sigh, Chiles got up from the desk and went to the closet to look for something to wear that would be "decent" for school. Thankfully she had had a shower the night before and so could spend a little extra time this morning IF she chose to in looking for clothes.

Ten minutes later and a lot of back and forth, the girl settled for a white blouse that she could throw her beige turtle-necked top over and a black skirt to go with her flats. She also did a light makeup that would highlight what people had once called her natural beauty and brushed her hair. When she looked as good as she figured she was going to look, the girl grabbed her school bag which had her books, phone, keys, and wallet in it. And when she had, Chiles left the "house" and walked to school.

It was when she got there did she notice a new girl, but she shook her head and kept walking. She didn't want to stare and make things worse as she knew what that was like as she she had been the new girl three years ago and had had EVERYONE staring at her. Chiles didn't really have friends because she figured here it was best if she did keep to herself and she by nature was more shy and "mousy"...or she was until she got to know someone. And so she went to her first class of biology and took a seat at the front of the room and took out a book as it was still early.

Steps were heard in the doorway and brown eyes went to see who it was. Her mouth nearly dropped as her eyes were now on the new girl. [#0addeb "It...I didn't expect anyone else to come here so early...I..."] And she slowly stood, setting her book down.

[#0addeb "I'm Chiles..."] She finally managed. She figured there was no harm in introducing herself. The girl was new after all...and this probably was going to be the only time they talked. Or...so she thought.
SSerendipty-cнeryl   1y ago

Cheryl went to sit down at a desk until she realized someone was talking to her. She flickered her eyes up and saw that it was another female. A very good looking female at that. Cheryl knew she shouldn't think like that. But at this point, she didn't even care. What her parents are making her go through. To get rid of the gay? It doesn't even work like that. The thought of it made Cheryl's blood boil. She didn't understand why her family couldn't accept her for her. She just wanted her parents to love her for her. But she knew that wouldn't happen. They say they could never imagine letting their daughter be gay. Cheryl remembered the fight like it was yesterday.

"Cheryl Blossom, get your ass down here now!" Her mom screamed when Cheryl ran upstairs and slammed the door. Of course, Cheryl wasn't going to go down there, because then once again, she will yell and get in her mother's face. And of course, her father stood there like a robot, not saying anything. She was sure it was awkward for him. Because he had a choice. To either defend his daughter or defend his wife. Cheryl always thought that her dad would always side with her mom just because he was scared of her. But Cheryl didn't really know. She could only really know because of his actions.

[blue "Honey, don't you think your being hard on her? It is her life after all."] Cheryl could hear her dad attempting to stand up for her, but that got shot down when her mom yelled at him. "DO NOT defend her. I refuse to raise a daughter who thinks that she is a lesbian. Not under my roof she will not be." That was when her mom told her that she will be going to a school that will help her get rid of the gay. [b "Mother. It don't work like that. You just can't get rid of it."]

Now here Cheryl is. Cheryl got out of her head, and thought she better answer the girl or the girl was going to think that she didn't want to talk to her. She smiled at her. Cheryl was kind. That was until you started to talk badly about her. Then there was another whole different side to her. [b "Hello, I'm Cheryl. It's nice to meet you."]

She took the remainder of her school stuff out, and sat down at the desk. She was all ready for class. But Cheryl caught herself doing something she shouldn't be. She kept staring at Chiles. But then would look away, because if she didn't look away. She would get caught. And that was the last thing she wanted. Especially on her first day.
MourningGloryChiles Christian   1y ago
Lady of the Night

Up close, the new girl was much prettier than Chiles had thought. Those dark eyes and that long strawberry blonde hair...both were enough to captivate the brunette with the chocolaty doe eyes. And she would have loved to continuing looking at the other, but knew that she had to look away because she didn't want to be thought of as weird. Besides, the new girl would be getting stares all day and didn't need for her to be doing it to. With that thought in mind and while the new girl was silent, Chiles managed to pull her gaze away and look at the floor, her long hair falling before her face and curtaining it.

Was it seconds or minutes that had passed in that awkward silence? Chiles couldn't be sure but then she heard the sweet softness of the other girl's voice and slowly looked up offering a timid smile. [#0addeb "It's nice to meet you...Cheryl is a very pretty name."] The second part of her words slipped before she could stop them. This was not going so well in her mind and was EXACTLY why she didn't talk to many people. She was just an awkward duck who was trying to make it through this school that was supposed to "cure her of her sins" (whatever that was supposed to mean). Chiles knew like almost every other girl here that there was no help for them and that they were playing the part they were thrown into.

After both girls had returned to desks, Chiles caught herself looking at Cheryl off and on. She would take in certain details while she could and would quickly look away. The girl didn't want to be caught because she knew that meant hours upon hours of those terrible films that were meant to scare you straight (both figuratively and literally). But yet as much as she wanted to be good, the doe-eyed girl just couldn't and so while the teacher's back was to them, Chiles slipped a note to Cheryl asking if she wanted to walk to the next class with her.
SSerendipity     1y ago

[size12 Cheryl smiled at the girl who she could tell was very timid. Especially after she introduced herself to Cheryl, and then goes on to say that she has a pretty name. Cheryl smiled lightly at her. Chiles. Not a name she has ever heard before. But at this point, that was okay. Cheryl couldn't but help and notice that she was in this school. She was very beautiful. She didn't understand why half of the people are in this school.]

[size12 Cheryl wasn't really enjoying this class oh so much. Cheryl found it quite boring honestly. Cheryl then felt eyes on her every once in a while. She figured that Chiles was looking at her. Which she didn't blame her. Cheryl just had to keep her focus on the class. Because she knew the moment she looked over, she would get in trouble. And quite frankly, Cheryl is new. So she had no idea what would happen..]

[size12 Cheryl can feel the class was getting closer to the end. She was glad because she felt like she could doze off. Cheryl was just sitting there when a small piece of paper reached her desk. She kind of tilted her head at the paper, and then she waited until the teacher turned his back to read it. Cheryl smiled slightly, and then looked over at Chiles and nodded her head yes. Cheryl didn't even dare try and send a note back. Because it was getting towards the end which means the teacher wouldn't be turning his back to the class much more.]

[size12 Cheryl groaned lightly when she heard the bell ring. She packed up her things in her bag, and walked outside the classroom and waited for Chiles. She was going to be damn if she let any teacher see her walk out with another female. Yes, they were allowed to have friends. But Cheryl knew herself better than anyone.]
MourningGloryChiles Christian   1y ago
Lady of the Night

Chiles could just kick herself for how she had spoken to the new girl. She had not meant to let all her timid and awkward energy out the way she had. It was just hard for her to connect with people and she struggled being what people would call "normal". She was very sweet but she was also very timid and it was one of her biggest faults. After neither of them said anything more, the brunette found herself at her desk and from time to time peeking over at Cheryl. She could not help herself as the other girl was so beautiful and there was just something about her that drew Chiles in.

The teacher was droning on and one about something rather. She guessed that it was the history of...? Oh god she had COMPLETELY spaced it with how bored she was and with how early in the morning it still was. But that was okay, Mr. Bowen would be going over the lesson again the next day. Or rather he would be highlighting the main points that he knew no one listened to. Only when his back was to the class did Chiles slip the note over to the new girl and this time actually watch so she could catch her eye. The nod that Cheryl gave had her heart all but flutter in her chest and her cheeks turned a bright red as she gave a quick nod of her own and turned brown eyes back to the board.

FINALLY when the bell rang, Chiles let out the yawn she had been trying to fight the whole time and gathered her things. She let four of the other girls leave before she finally made her way out of the room and found Cheryl there waiting for her. A shy smile graced pink lips. [#0addeb "Thanks for waiting...and thanks for agreeing to this... I...well I was hoping maybe we could be friends? I know what being the new girl here is like..."] Her words were soft and they were quick as she spoke. And again the shy girl was kicking herself. She could NOT seem to get it together. And it seemed even harder with Cheryl and how beautiful the strawberry blonde was.

[#0addeb "And...and I should just stop talking."] She stammered after a minute, cheeks turning all the more red.
SSerendipitycнeryl   1y ago

Cheryl was patiently waiting for Chiles when Cheryl was talking herself down. She couldn't gain feelings for someone. Especially someone she didn't know. She would have to hide how she feels. And that definitely sucked majorly. Cheryl felt her heart race when she saw Chiles come out of the classroom. She knew this was going to be super hard. But it wouldn't be the first time that she had to do this.

Cheryl listened to her proposition, and thought about it for a minute. Cheryl wasn't sure if this was going to be a good idea or not. Cheryl gulped lightly, and then bit on her lip lightly. She was hoping that she didn't just see that. But it was kind of in public. [b "A friend would be nice."] She simply said. She had to be careful. She was in a school that was watching her every move.

Cheryl looked back at her and giggled. [b "No, its fine. I don't mind it."] Cheryl smiled at her lightly, and saw that she needed to get to her next class. But she kind of wanted to skip. She never wanted to skip before, and she didn't understand why she wanted to skip.

[b "So what's their to do around here? I'm kind of bored of this school already.."]
MourningGloryChiles Christian   1y ago
Lady of the Night

To her, Chiles had inserted her foot into her mouth and seemed to keep inserting it deeper. She was asking the new girl to be friends, which was fine. What wasn't fine was that she seemed to say the wrong thing or ramble on about things. This was one of the ways she had gotten herself into this place to begin with.

Brown eyes shot up and looked to the other girl when she spoke her words. [#0addeb "Really? You are okay with...with me making a fool of myself like this? It...it tends to happen when..."] She almost said beautiful girls like you talk to me, but her words went on [#0addeb "When I meet someone new. I can be really shy and awkward.."] It was a fair thing to let the other girl know. Besides, Chiles was sure that Cheryl had more than figured that out with the couple brief conversations that they had managed already.

A sparkle came to her eyes when the other asked what there was to do around there. Skipping class or school in general was NOT something she had done and not something she had ever planned on. But somehow....if it was with Cheryl then she wouldn't mind it. [#0addeb "Uhh it depends what you like... Movies, bookstores, beaches..."] The brunette said just to name a few things that were around.
SSerendipitycнeryl   91d ago

Cheryl watched her for a little bit. She could already tell that this was going to be a fun time. Cheryl just watched her in awe. What she was trying to figure out is why she would want to skip. Cheryl gulped, and then realized that her eyes were glued to Chiles. Something about her that drives her wild. But she knew that she couldn't let that secret go. 

Cheryl laughed at her comment. [b "Sweetheart, you're not making a full of yourself. If you were, I would tell you."] That was the thing about Cheryl. She had no problem telling her she saw it. But that was something that Chiles would learn eventually. She didn't expect her to understand now, because they barely knew one another. 

Cheryl thought about what she said. Cheryl looked back at her, and then smiled. [b "How about swimming?"] Cheryl loved swimming, and she would do anything to see the other in a bathing suit. She knew that wasn't the right thing to do, but she was going to do it anyways.
MourningGloryChiles Christian   66d ago
Lady of the Night

The other girl's words had flustered her much more than she would have liked. But then, Chiles was naturally very shy and awkward. When faced with gorgeous girls like the strawberry blonde before her, that awkwardness and shyness was only made worse and she in her own opinion made a fool of herself. She stammered and stumbled all over her words and even rambled like an idiot. So for Cheryl not to call her out on it, or at least to say that if she was making a fool of herself she would tell her made Chiles feel a bit better.

A sheepish smiled slipped to soft pink lips as the other seemed to be taking her offer into consideration. Even she knew that IF they were caught that this little venture could land them both in some pretty hot water. The truth, Chiles just wanted the excuse to see the other in a bathing suit AND she wanted the chance to let them both be free. And the beach and swimming in the brunette's mind had seemed like the perfect place for that.

[#0addeb "I...the swimming was what I was thinking too. I just love the water and the beach. It's been ages since I've gone with such a...been ages since I have had anyone to go with."] And again she had very near said something she should not have. Chiles was about to say how it had been ages since she had been to the beach and swimming with such a gorgeous girl. Good Lord, she needed help as she knew that was improper and immoral. But she couldn't help it...she was who she was. She just needed to try and hide it so she could get out of this terrible school...

[#0addeb "There's a back hallway that isn't used... if we slip out that way, we can get out of here without anyone seeing us...and..."] Again her words trailed off. She wasn't even sure what she was thinking. Her mind just seemed to run a mile a minute and even if she wanted a coherent thought, it would be a miracle if she could find one. She was just that enchanted by Cheryl and almost like a puppy who needed to be guided through this. Darn her and her awkwardness.
SSerendipitycнeryl   30d ago

Cheryl was watching the female as there was a long pause for a little bit. She could tell that Chiles was just thinking about stuff. But that didn't bother Cheryl at all. She was pretty patient. Everything she was super excited about. She was hoping that they could get out of here soon, because this was definitely a place she didn't want to be at. She thought it was really annoying. 

Cheryl realized that she was thinking about her own things. Then she heard her angelic voice, and that is what caught her attention again. Cheryl was listening to her saying where we could sneak off. Cheryl loved the idea. And loved the idea of going swimming. 

Cheryl's eyes met with Chiles once more, and then she licked her lips lightly. Cheryl felt her heart beating hard against her chest anytime she looked at Chiles. She knew that she shouldn't. If her parents ever found out about Cheryl, it would just make matters worse again. Cheryl didn't believe in this reform school. She wanted to have fun, not listen to people about making the gay go away. Nothing has ever annoyed her as much as this school. 

Cheryl realized she was in her head once more. She sighed. She wasn't wanting to talk about how she feels about this school. There was one thing they both had in common. They both were at the same school. [b "Then what are we waiting for?"] She smirked at her, as her eyes stayed glued on hers.
MourningGloryChiles Christian   12d ago
Lady of the Night

Both girls seemed to fall into silences and to be lost to whatever thoughts they were having. A lot of them, Chiles supposed were from the before. Like parents, friends, or how the hell they even ended up in this God forsaken school. Of course the shy brunette had no intentions to ever voice those sort of thoughts. She couldn't even if she wanted to.

It was nice when the two of them could call the other back just by speaking. And it was Cheryl's voice that made Chile's heart beat like a million drums in her chest and just made her throat dry as a desert. With that being the case, the girl wondered if angels really did exist if the redhead before her could be considered one. In her head, the answer was yes. A million times yes! And it was with that thought did her cheeks turn even redder than tomatos which meant she was highly embarrassed and ALMOST wanting to withdraw into her shell again. ALMOST.

A soft and almost nervous laugh slipped from Chiles when she heard Cheryl's voice and once again was brought back to their current reality. [#0addeb "Well we could be waiting for Christmas? Thanksgiving, the summer? Or just waiting for time?"] She meant her words to be a joke. But something in the back of her mind knew that time was the answer. They NEEDED for the halls to be perfectly clear before they slipped out. If they didn't, even with this one hardly used it was still possible that they may get caught.

Without thinking, her hands came up and were playing with the tips of brunette hair and chocolate eyes were locked with eyes that very much mirrored her own. [#0addeb "I...while we're waiting for 'Christmas' do you maybe want to play a game? Or..."] But her words trailed as she realised she must have been staring like and idiot and she had to pull her gaze away.


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