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[b "I'm an honest man. It's better than acting all tough when you're scared shitless."]]

[font roman [i Conceited. Selfish. Pragmatic. Blunt.]
A natural-born leader, able to understand others and assess situations well because of his flaws, but his aversion towards fighting titans and risking his life always succeeds in taking over in the end.
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[b " The future of humanity will be doomed. Having said that, I'm not about to sit around while we all get slaughtered."]]

[i Prideful. Cautious. Loyal. Quick-Tempered]
That doesn't mean Jean is all self-centred though, placing high value on the lives of his fellow soldiers, and apt to become ashamed and horrified at the prospect of leaving helpless allies behind to save himself and the remaining soldiers with him.

I am willing to do all sorts of pairings; however, I refuse to act out a romance that borderline fetishizes homosexual people. I have nothing against homosexual pairings as a big gay myself, but I've seen this done many times before an FxF or MxM pairing is done purely for the gay seggs. I want no part in fetishizing and dehumanizing anyone because of their sexuality.

Keep your yaoi and yuri fetish shit away from me, please.

Marco X Jean because we're absolute trash.
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[b [center I'm Mr Loverman,
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And I miss my lover, man.]]
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[left [pic https://i.pinimg.com/564x/6e/fa/e4/6efae4f1035c9531df64788cdfb74a50.jpg]] [center [font roman It almost felt like wishful thinking, to wonder if Marco never died or his fate had been much more pleasant, but how could one be that foolish in a world as cruel as this, and Jean had all the evidence of his demise. But fate did indeed have other plans, and Marco wasn't just left to be eaten and rot. Reiner, Bertholdt, and Annie saw the potential in him.

Now indoctrinated into the Titan Trio and soon gifted with titan shifting, Marco had been given a second chance at life and Jean could finally reunite with his best friend once again, but at what cost? His new mission threatened to destroy everything they ever knew.]]

Future AOT RP

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[b [i There's this person I like, but I don't want them to know...]

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[right [i Because I'll be labelled a stalker for sure...]]

[font roman [left [i Sometimes you even sound like her...]]

[center [i Breathe like her...]

[right [i Smell like her...]]

[center [i I wonder if you have the same touch as her too...]]

Post ideas, I'm not a creep, you creeper.

[font roman i never walk about after dark
it's my point of view
cause someone could break your neck
coming up behind you
always coming and you'd never have a clue

i never look behind all the time
i will wait forever
always looking straight
thinking, counting all the hours you wait]

So, I've fallen down the pit of dark and disturbing love stories that borderline on just being straight-up psychological horror. I haven't got a set plan on what I want to do precisely, but I have some pointers that might help us.

[b [i Killing Stalking]] - You know the drill, a mentally ill loner with obsessive tendencies falls in love with a sadistic serial killer, who they don't realise is a killer until it's too late. Then all the chaos ensures. [i I'm Killing Stalking trash, shoot me.]

[b [i Unrequited Love]] - Person A is obsessed with Person B, who doesn't like them back, not in a romantic way. Person A and Person B are either good friends or just acquaintances, maybe even strangers. They could either start as a relatively normal person and delve into madness over their obsession, or be a creep from the beginning.

[b [i Shitty Breakup]] - Tale as old as time. Person A breaks up with Person B over *insert issues here*, and Person B doesn't want to accept that the relationship is over.

[b [i Sasaeng Fan]] - Person A is a massive fan of Person B, a popular singer and a bit of a celebrity. Their love for Person A turns into a gross obsession, which Person B is unaware of until Person A takes things to the next level.

That's all I can think of for now, but if you have any ideas you'd like to share with me, then shoot, I'm all ears. I don't want to romanticise any stalkers or killers in our potential story for the record because both of them are pretty fucking terrifying, and I want to keep it that way. Romance can happen between the stalker and their victim, especially in the Killing Stalking idea, but their relationship will most likely be abusive and toxic.

I get this is all pretty dark, and I'm not expecting many responses, I'm just a shameless nightmare fetishist who likes disturbing shit, and is way too mentally ill to be phased anymore *cries*. This might contain many triggering themes, some things very inappropriate for underage children, I'm not against taking this off-site if that's the case at any point. Please don't try to apply or join if any of this stuff triggers you.

Another stalker story inspired by Killing Stalking.
I want to keep with the theme of Killing Stalking, with the whole stalker cluelessly stalking a serial killer, but I'm already doing one like that. Still, I'm too excited.

Character idea.

This person is extremely good and talented at certain things, but weak in other areas. They use their talents to teach others, their skills and such, which in turn, makes them better.

The people they trained are picked as the greatest in whatever field they’re all in, but this character isn’t. Despite having all the skills they need, because they dedicated so much time to aiding others instead of themselves, they didn’t work as hard.

No biggie, they’re happy to see their friends succeed in their role. And everyone agrees that they should’ve been picked anyway, so they already know how skilled this character is.

But it keeps happening, no matter what, they keep getting let down. It just keeps getting worse, and the smile on their face fades, they become upset, not angry. They begin to fail for real now, ends causing a tragedy, they fall into a deep depression because they knew they could’ve done something, but just didn’t have the strive or energy anymore to care.

They decide to fake their own death on a mission, ultimately abandons everyone, sets out on their own. It’s the only way they could leave as what they are is simply too important to just throw the towel in. Dramatic? Their love interest was someone they trained, they left them behind, but still love them.

Not for a RP, I don’t think, just my imagination for made-up stories.

I’m super into making asshole characters right now, but they’re also kinda nice, like, really deep inside.

I want to do the Fire Emblem one, maybe set inside my own fantasy universe? I just don’t want to have to make everything up myself because that could take me a while.

Might just use the already existing canon stuff to the save myself the trouble, but the story will be original, or original enough, with OCs instead of canons.

Sucks that I really love the name Byleth, but I can’t really use it unless the RP is set in my own world. ;-;

Fire Emblem RP

Based on Three Houses.

Might steal the plot line, keep the RP set within the same universe, add in my own canons too, nothing that would interfere with anything super major.

Sam's first obsession...

Some girl from his high school, probably the one who got him arrested the first time. She and Selina are his top obsessions, replaced this girl with Selina.

Add his backstory with her on starter post? Might keep this all for later, have him gradually explain why he is the way he is, through narrator's text, not really dialogue until a certain point Will mention her name though in his mad mutterings in his starter post, with the whole Selina and Mother shit going on.

Elysia Weber

Fast as fuck.
Tall as hell.

A random OC for AOT that I made from AOT 2. I kinda love her despite her literally just being made for a game, aha.

She’s super fucking tall, though.

Cyberpunk because the gameplay itself sucked ass, the story is decent though.

Street kid, Nomad, or Corporate. Might just let my partner choose other things too? I don’t want to restrict anyone to something they don’t like.

Story might be the same as Cyberpunk, might be set in the same world just following our characters instead. I’m not super smart enough to make my own sci-fi story without a guide.

Could do something like The Matrix? Maybe.

An anti-hero or anti-villain character in a RP where alignments actually matter.

Something Attack on Titan related? I’m not super interested in doing a fandom at the moment, but could use a few themes from the anime.

Maybe my Promised Neverland RP? I need to finish off the thread, but that won’t take long since I’ve already got everything else covered.

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[u name;] sam hyeonseo
[u age;] twenty-nine
[u profession;] unemployed
[u traits;] obsessive . anxious . submissive . damaged
[u story;] [https://roleplay.cloud/role_play_155505 killing me softly]
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[right Abuse was all that Sam had ever known, having been the victim of sexual abuse from his mother since his very first memory could even be conceived. He quickly mistook the abuse as an act of motherly love, only knowing this and nothing else. Combined with his mother's lovers' physical abuse, Sam only knew pain and suffering as warmth and light. It even came to a point where Sam deliberately sought out his abuse, if only to feel that kind of love once again.]
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[right He was attached to her like no other, his mother had become an addiction. But in high school, that didn’t stop him from seeking other people's attention at all. Anyone who remotely showed an interest in him quickly became another vice, something for him to obsess over until they inevitably caught on endlessly. It got to a point where Sam got in serious trouble for harassment, ended up in his expulsion from his school, and even arrested after one incident that went too far. ]
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[right Being forced into homeschooling should've been a blessing in his eyes, but his mind was breaking down more and more every day. He thought the abuse was fine, that the torment was normal, but for once, a sense of clarity hit him; nothing about this was normal. Something inside him snapped, his mind had shattered, and Sam blacked out. It was then that Sam killed his mother, an act that would soon become his reckoning and unravel him even more. ]
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[right After his mother's death, Sam sought for her intensely, ultimately regretting his actions more than anything in the world. He searched for pieces of her in everyone. His obsessions grew, more and more every day, and anyone that even remotely resembled his mother in either looks or personality became his new fixation, but nobody had hit him as hard as [i her.]]
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beyond the steeple
she waits for me
in her robes, like a ghost
in awful silence
she screams to me
it must be love
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