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[font "Times New Roman" [size19 The S T A L K E R]
[u name;] sam hyeonseo
[u age;] twenty-nine
[u profession;] unemployed
[u traits;] obsessive . anxious . submissive . damaged
[u story;] [https://roleplay.cloud/role_play_155505 killing me softly]
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[center [i [font "Times New Roman" [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkMLYNWP-yo&ab_channel=boen "oyasumi, oyasumi, close your eyes, and you'll leave this dream"]]]]
[font "Times New Roman" [size16 [left [b [+darkolivegreen "I used to think I understood what love truly meant, that I had felt it many times before, but everyone says different. I don't understand anymore, and a part of me doesn't care to."]]]]
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[right Abuse was all that Sam had ever known, having been the victim of sexual abuse from his mother since his very first memory could even be conceived. He quickly mistook the abuse as an act of motherly love, only knowing this and nothing else. Combined with his mother's lovers' physical abuse, Sam only knew pain and suffering as warmth and light. It even came to a point where Sam deliberately sought out his abuse, if only to feel that kind of love once again.]
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[font "Times New Roman" [left [b [size16 [+darkolivegreen "I don't really know why, but there come times where someone becomes my everything, even if they don't know, and I must keep them. They all remind me of [i her]."]]]]
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[right He was attached to her like no other, his mother had become an addiction. But in high school, that didn’t stop him from seeking other people's attention at all. Anyone who remotely showed an interest in him quickly became another vice, something for him to obsess over until they inevitably caught on endlessly. It got to a point where Sam got in serious trouble for harassment, ended up in his expulsion from his school, and even arrested after one incident that went too far. ]
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[left [b [font "Times New Roman" [+darkolivegreen [size16 "I didn't want this to happen, any of this. I see her in everyone now, and I can't close my eyes again. Her ghost haunts me every single day, but it wasn't my fault."]]]]]
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[right Being forced into homeschooling should've been a blessing in his eyes, but his mind was breaking down more and more every day. He thought the abuse was fine, that the torment was normal, but for once, a sense of clarity hit him; nothing about this was normal. Something inside him snapped, his mind had shattered, and Sam blacked out. It was then that Sam killed his mother, an act that would soon become his reckoning and unravel him even more. ]
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[left [b [font "Times New Roman" [+darkolivegreen [size16 "I crave her, every day. Not like an addiction, but an obsession. I guess that's the best way to describe it. But I'm not obsessed, I love her. Everything about her."]]]]]
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[right After his mother's death, Sam sought for her intensely, ultimately regretting his actions more than anything in the world. He searched for pieces of her in everyone. His obsessions grew, more and more every day, and anyone that even remotely resembled his mother in either looks or personality became his new fixation, but nobody had hit him as hard as [i her.]]
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beyond the steeple
she waits for me
in her robes, like a ghost
in awful silence
she screams to me
it must be love
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