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ShieldHero-     3y ago

I forgot what I wrote last time but..
What anime do you watch?
My hero?
Promised Neverland?
Shield Hero?
Fate? I watch tons!
As for kh3 amazing graphics fun combat but waaay too easy. Maybe with critical mode added it'll be harder. Too short but good story moments. That's my non spoiler review.

Oh wow not a hardcore gsmer huh? You play tons of systems wow!
I just mostly play PS4 with slight PS3 and PC.

What's your psn? So we could game/chat etc.
ShieldHero-Naofumi   3y ago

Besaid goods

Iron Blade: +5ATK/SPD Cost: 100 Gald

Steel Sword: 8+ATK/SPD Cost: 150 Gald

Refined Longsword: +10ATK/SPD: Cost: 225

Morph Stone: Cost 500Gald.

It appears the only weapons available are for swordsman. Except for these rare Morph stones it seemed that anyone could wield one. The weapon could only change forms once but it offered a cross class skill/spell.

Come and get your weapons! Weapons right here!

The female gave a playful wink toward Jae hoping maybe the young knight would buy something from her.


Morph Stones are weapons that can transform. These Morph stones offer cross class skills/spells of other classes that are LV 1. They normally call cost double AP. If it's a spell it uses your INT OR ATK halved is INT for the spell. Double the spell cost but from AP instead. Some skills keep the cost but turn to one shot.

Such as Knight's Holy Blade skill it will still cost 5AP but turns to a one shot skill. Unlike a knight can only be used once. If a mage learns a physical skill half their INT is the ATK and SPD of that skill. PM me if you wanna see your version of that cross class skill. If your interested in any LV 1 skills that aren't in your class.

On another note the morph stone can be another LV 1 skill from your OWN class with the exact same effects. The Morph stone can't turn into a weapon that gave straight passive stat buff from another class. So now grabbing things like Ranger's Training from another class. Although for an example?

Knight could grab Fire it would be called . White Flame it'd cost 20AP and since the Knight has 1=2INT he can use his own INT to cast the spell but it's AP cost is fairly high for his AP growth. Normally the spell is 10MP so it is rather costly.
ShieldHero-Naofumi   3y ago

[center [h3 Arthur Chevalier]]


[center Theme Song:]

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[center Age: 19]

[center Height: 5'7]

[center Gender: Male]

[center Reason for coming to the shop: Naively believes there might be a potion that can make him "Stronger" so he can help others out.]

[center Quotes:]

[tangerine [size30 [center "My mother said friend's are just strangers we haven't met yet!]]]

[tangerine [size30 [center My dream? D'aaaw it's a bit sappy but.. One day I wanna be a real hero! One people can see and feel safe when I smile. That or a comedian? Who knows!]]]

[center Who they are: Arthur Chevalier is a Knight in service. Loyal to his kingdom only having a stronger sense of loyalty to his code of ethics. He's naive and dorky without a doubt. He's a bit of a class clown and doesn't know when to stop talking. Though he can be surprisingly dependable despite how he appears.]

[center Who they strive to be: Arthur wants to be a hero he may make jokes or struggle with saying how he truly feels. However he wants to be someone who can always be sincere and genuine. He wants to become the greatest hero who's ever lived!]

[center Extra Notes: Arthur wields massive steel plate armor and a giant tempered clay-more to boot. He's a bit slow minded and not the academic type. However with his physical training despite his short stature he is a brutish powerhouse. His swordplay despite all his fighting is actually rather sloppy and slightly below average. If he wishes to be faster in swinging in burns incredible amounts of stamina. With his muscle and bones micro-fractured over and over till they were hardened. On top of his durable armor? He's actually quiet sturdy. That mixed with his stubborn nature.]

[center [h3 Rex Rider]]

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[center Age: 19]

[center Height: 5'6]

[center Gender: Male]

[center Reason for coming to the shop: Needing potions for his profession.]

[center Quote]

[center [+green I-I.. You mean me? No.. I'm not I.. Err I'm not a big deal.]]

[center [+orange I'd rather die standing on my own two feet than in some bed.]]

[center [+green I.. Look I know it's stupid but I just want others to accept me okay? God I sound so cliche don't I? N-Nevermind..]]

[center Who they are: Despite his meekish personality? "Rex Rider" (an Alias by the way) is a talented monster hunter. Though not an official profession he's been sent to handle the super natural often. Despite not having paranormal abilities of his own. He's a master swordsman and an acrobatic to boot. A prodigy in his field, the problem being? He crumbles in social situations like a pile of bricks.]

[center Who they strive to be: He's.. Unsure part of him? Wants to be a knight. Another? He'd never admit it but settle down with a nice family. Does he want to be a hero? Or just an excuse to swing his sword around? He can't handle talking to others but in a fight.. Everything just makes sense. Maybe that's it? He wants to be a strong person. Not just a strong fighter. (Though he himself is unaware of this)]

[center Extra Notes: "He's got the heart of a viking but it's in a shell of.. Awkward teenager" Rex is the kinda man who can't stare a sorta cute girl in the face. However willingly take on trolls with nothing but his mettle his blade and a few spare potions. He's close to an alchemist whom he spends much money and time at. The Alchemist can use magical objects and herbs but has no true inner magic. Wielding an Alchemical sword and enchanted leather armor. He's well built and lean wielding a one handed longsword he's incredibly agile with strength to boot. Taking many potions his body has slowly built a resistant to them being able to drink more of them in a short period of time. Even altering the color of his eyes. However it hasn't made him faster or stronger than he already is. Even without his potions he's taken on dangerous beast though the fights come close.]

[center Extra Notes 2: Rex is a complicated man with contradictions. He's reckless yet overly cautious with people in conversations. He's highly adaptable in a fight but in society completely rigid. He's dependent deep down and quick to latch on to another. Though he hides this fact well. If he actually is able to upon up? He's a nerd with a sense of humor. However on the surface? He's a nervous breakdown ready to happen.]

[center [h3 Zack Styles]]

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[center Age: 28]

[center Height: 6'2]

[center Gender: Male]

[center Reason for coming to the shop: Styles was curious if the rumors of the which were true. He was also curious if she'd have anything worth looting? Despite scared peasants offering money for her head? Styles couldn't bring himself to kill a fellow outcast. If he even could anyway. He'd rather steal right under her nose. Though he was expecting a green witch with an ugly wort coming in.]

[center Quote:]

[center [+blue Aye, your a lot prettier than I expected lass.]]

[center [+blue Tis true lad I've lost my crew and my ship. Bah! And they say a good captain goes down with the ship savvy? Well I'll prove that notion wrong.]]

[center [+blue Hmm, I wouldn't say I'm breaking the rules? Perhaps just bending them a little more than intended.]]

[center Who they are: A pirate and a former pirate captain. Despite his lack of respect for the law he does have certain lines he wouldn't cross. Crude and cunning though deep down? He's a bit of a kid himself. That being said the good former captain doesn't mince his words.]

[center Who they strive to be: He strives to have a crew and a vassal that the world and it's seas can come to fear. Showered with riches and infamy what else could a pirate want right? Or maybe there is more to it than that?]

[center Extra Notes: Mr Styles wields a cutlass and flintlock pistol. Though tall and lean he isn't exactly a brute. He's in shape no doubt but he relies on his quick footwork and dirty tactics to get the upperhand. He believes all is fair in love and war and has taken advantage of that against those with more virtue. Defeating Knight's that were much stronger than he with wit and cunning. Though he doesn't take life lightly he will without hesitating if needed.]

[center Extra Notes 2: Styles is extremely ambitious in pursuit to fill something. What that something is in his heart? He isn't sure but he'll grab the world by the horns to figure out. Maybe once upon a time in his youth he was a "Peter Pan" now though? He's certainly a captain hook.]

[center [h3 Clyde Aberdeen]]

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[center Theme Song 2: (Yes Clyde needed two for his personality sorry xD)]

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[center Age: 22]

[center Height: 5'10]

[center Gender: [+teal Whatever you wanna call me doll~] (Clyde is a male)]

[center Reason for coming to the shop: Why? Because Clyde heard the witch was a real looker. Is there any better reason? She's dangerous? So? Makes it even more fun right?]

[center Quote:]

[center [+teal Hello madame it is a pleasure to make your acquaintance. You certainly are enchanting aren't you? Oh that isn't the magic? Pardon me than~]]

[center [+teal I wouldn't say I "stole" that more so.. Borrow? Is it fair if you go ahead and steal my heart in turn? No? Go ahead and cuff me than~]]

[center [+darkblue I might not be very strong fine sir knight. However I know better than to use my title to force a woman in my arms. I don't care if my defeat isn't grateful. I refuse to let you do what you please.]]

[center Who they are: Clyde is a thief no two ways about it. He steals hearts and coin alike. He's a smooth talking criminal, stealing from those who can more than afford it. A true Robin Hood isn't he? Wait? Robin Hood didn't sleep with nobles wives? Never mind than.]

[center Who they strive to be: Clyde is smooth and he always seems to know what he'll be doing next. The truth is? Clyde hasn't even the slightest clue what he wants to be. Clyde lives life by the flow and hasn't thought much on the future.]

[center Extra Notes: Clyde wields a dagger on his person though he isn't bad with a bow. Despite owning some fine attire? He's actually mostly broke all the time. For all his smooth talking he's found himself into multiple debts and his problems only build up further and further. Clyde is a skilled acrobatic and extremely talented at parkour. He's light on his feet being a lightweight he doesn't need to much upper body strength to swing around. He isn't very durable or very strong. His tolerance for pain is also lacking along with his determination. He however is super good with his hands. In more ways than one of course. His dexterity and agility or unmatched even by the best of bounty hunters hired to take him down.]

[center Extra Notes 2: There isn't much else to say Clyde is rather mysterious and elusive about himself and his past.]

[center [h3 Shirudo Gadian]]

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[center Age: 23]

[center Height: 5'1]

[center Gender: Female]

[center Reason for coming to the shop: She felt a strange sensation calling her to the place.]

[center Quote:]

[center [+purple Hi! My names Shirudo! Oh gosh! Sorry about that I'm a bit of a klutz. I really do hope we can be good friends though!]]

[center [+purple Don't worry I'll protect you. No matter the cost!]]

[center [+purple O-Oh gosh! What? Me? No! I'm- I'm so flattered thank you!]]

[center [+purple Ahem, if I may be so forward sir? Whatever you do in life? Do it to the fullest and make sure you have no regrets.]]
[center (Yes I gave her 4 quotes instead haha)]

[center Who they are: She has no profession, she is a failed experiment. A failed Familiar, at a young age she was kidnapped by a conclave of witches. With black magic and blasphemous ritual they were to force her to become a familiar. Much like a wolf or a golem in service to the witches only. Altering her body as they saw fit casting several spells onto her with extreme torture and conditioning of the body and mind. The trial almost killed her but before the pact could be made? The witches were cutdown by Witch Hunters/Monster Hunters/Knights. Taking three groups all from different walks of life to stop them. It stopped her from becoming a servant but the changes? Were too late to reverse. She was almost burned at the stake for being touched by such black magic. One knight however had stood up for her.]

[center Who they strive to be: Shirudo is a roaming vagabond protecting the innocent wherever she goes. On the run she avoids those who'd rather see her on the stake despite not being a witch or a mage herself. She wants to find peace and happiness for the world. She is not naive she knows that realistically one person cannot change the world. Yet? She feels compelled to become a guardian a symbol of peace. One day? She wants to reverse her mutations and live life as a normal girl. Maybe settle down? Meet someone nice? The skies the limit.]

[center Extra Notes: Shirudo is mutated and it has proven both a blessing and a curse. Wielding heavy armor and a inhumanly massive shield she is granted great strength and more so durability. Despite her lack of physical training she is stronger than most mortal men. However she is harder to kill than most humans. Earning her nicknames such as the "Immortal." Though the spell that binds her is the spell of the guardian. She cannot wield any weapons only armor due to the spell's affects. She was forced into a contract with a forest deity. She is to be a defender not an a destroyer. The witches abused what was a virtuous contract to nature and perverting it twisting it for what they needed. The perfect bodyguard.]

[center [h3 Comparing People Is Fun]]

[center Just to compare all of them as a fighter real fast.]

[center Strength:]

1: Arthur, with intense and insane training he actually manages to have a slight edge in brute force of Shirudo.
2: Shirudo Gadian
3: Rex Rider (Rather strong but not as much as the two brutes above)
4: Zack Styles
5: Clyde Aberdeen

1: Clyde
2: Rex (Barely behind in some aspects while having more of a gap in others like parkour)
3: Zack Styles
4: Shirudo Gadian
5: Arthur Chevalier

Academic Intellect:
1: Clyde
2: Zack Styles
3: Shirudo Gadian
4: Rex Rider
5: Arthur Chevalier


1: Zack Styles
2: Clyde Aberdeen
3: Rex Rider
4: Shirudo Gadian
5: Arthur Chevalier

1: Rex Rider (By far without a contest is the only true master of his weapon. Fighting by far the most battles.)

2: Zack Styles (The oldest but avoids combat plenty. With good weapon skills and being in plenty of battles. Though less battles than Arthur. He's more skilled at using his weapons than Arthur is.

3: Arthur Chevalier (Tons of battle experience yet he's slow to learn weapon skill. Still a hardened warrior from combat experience.)

4: Clyde Aberdeen (Much more skilled than Arthur at using his weapons. However he's fought the least amount of battles of the five by far.)

5: Shirudo Gadian: (Fighting as many battles as Arthur and even better with her weapon than he is. However her gentle heart and kindness struggle with her bouts. She is a pacifist village girl at heart despite her strong body. She's strong willed when it comes to protecting but hurting others? Is another matter and that is why she falls short. Winning due to her mutations more so than her drive to attack the opposing foe.)

1: Shirudo Gadian (Of course, her bones are harder. That shield is enchanted too. So is her armor and her blood restores much quicker. She heals much faster and is hard to injure in the first place. Her bones are as durable as Iron. Her healing does slow down if she takes too much rapid damage as the strain on her heart to pump blood that fast is hard. However her heart is stronger than normal.]

2: Arthur Chevalier (Though his armor isn't enchanted it's mastercrafted and his defensive sword skills are superior to his offensive. His body is micro fractured to the point his bones can't humanly get stronger. With a sturdy immune system and plenty of muscle he's fairly durable.

3: Rex Rider: (Rex's armor is light but durable due to the alchemist gave him. It's enchanted but nothing on Shirudo's however? It's rather light for the ample protection it gives. He's just as microfractured and calloused as Arthur. He's also just as stubborn as Arthur is. Arthur however is much more talented with heavy armor and weapons while packing more muscle than Rex. Rex has plenty of muscle but under the armor Arthur is rather buff for his size. While Rex is very lean. Here's a picture of Rex without armor.]

4: Zack Styles (not microfractured, a tall frame but not overly muscular. In shape sure but he isn't ultra stubborn or accustomed to taking damage. Like Clyde he's also completely unarmored. However he can take damage if need be he grits his teeth and bares it. Not like those above him but the day he lost his eye? He had manage to survive that encounter somehow.)

5: Clyde (Total wimp in taking damage)
ShieldHero-Naofumi   3y ago

ShieldHero-Alice Walker   3y ago

Username: NorthernWolves

Real Picture:
Real Name: Liara Scorcher

Game Avatar:
Game Name: Taenya Nerina

Role: Black Mage

Gender: Female

Stats reference sheet:

Black Mage
LV: 2 (110SP)
HP: 1=1
ATK: 5=1
DEF: 5=1
SPD: 1=1
INT: 1=3 (half is magic DEF)
MP: 1=1.50
AP: 1=1

LV: 2
HP: 25=25
ATK: 0=0
DEF: 0=0
SPD: 10=10
INT: 45=135
MP: 10=15+Mage Training
AP: 20=20
Ignite (Activated Spell): Uses INT to strike fire on a foe some foes are weak and strong to this element — MP Cost: 10
Mage Training (Passive Skill): Starts off with 30+MP
ShieldHero-Alice Walker   3y ago

novigrad quest order ima do in new game plus

Count treasure
Get Junior
A matter of life and death
A favor for radvoid
an eye for an eye
redania's most wanted
Now or never
a deadly plot
the plays thing
A poet under pressure
ShieldHero-Alice Walker   3y ago

So Eclipse is actually a metal that perishes corrodes quickly.
It blocks the Witches magic and potions.

It actually makes Fyurian potions (Potions only Fyurians can use that were made after years of experimenting by Fyurians and sometimes even Witches) worthless too.

So an Eclipse flask is a bottle that gives out smoke that has metal shards in said smoke bombs.
The metal shards are of course Eclipse so once your in it or ingested the smoke/shards through the air. Can't cast magic or use potions for a few minutes.

If in Eclipse shakles also can't.
Being stabbed or slashed by the metal to have it pulled out just makes casting and such harder to focus but not undoable.

Because the metal corrodes fast even in fights. It's usually worthless after a half a fight and must be thrown out.

Eternal Eclipse which is used by taking high quality Eclipse (a lot of it) with a talented enchanter. Mixed with other rare materials.

Eclipse is slightly toxic when around too long but Rune Knight's are trained to get used to it.

Eternal Eclipse is ultra rare and given only to elites/officers and such of Rune Knight's being more toxic to keep for long terms than regular Eclipse.
So Rune Knights had generations of people "Breed" while under the effects of Eclipse injected into them (killing said people faster with short lifespans you don't inject that shit in yo veins)

I was thinking this wasn't PURE Medieval or rather it's an alternate world right? So maybe not cars and stuff but a mixed batch of olden with some modern? We'll make it up as we go.

But after generations of doing so kids breed to be Rune Knight's can wield Eternal Eclipse. Course if they even survive the training to attain such a high rank as well. (Since the material is so rare)

A witch or a Fyurian could maybe handle the Toxicity of wielding a thing but it'd hurt them a bit. Elite Rune Knight's aren't immune to as many things as Witches or Fyurian's. (Like basic poisons and stuff don't work well on Fyurian's/Witches) but Elite Rune Knights are way more human to Eternal Eclipse of course and that's it.

Also Eternal Eclipse takes away Fyurian potions and spell casting so of course they'd never touch the stuff.

Fyurian's are a humans experiment long ago.
Made by consuming plenty of Alchemist and witches potions.

Many got sick and died as the potions were either for Witches,Demons,Familars not for humans. (Except maybe love potions and simple things)
Things that alter the body were too much for humans to handle in any real does. (Strength etc)

So through trial and error a ritual was born to change a humans body's metabolism and immune system.
With that change came altered appearance.
Changed eye color and sometimes hair.

With the change Fyurian's aren't actually stronger or faster with better reflexes.
However they age slow and can now consume many toxic potions even more so than witches. (However they've got limits still)

Living a long time they can't practice with the blade often while using potions to give them an edge against beast and monsters.
Their mindset being changed to having a sense "Flow" a meditative mindset. Time feels slower too and they can focus more and a fight. It's a mental mindset they hone more with practice and age.
Making them usually master swordsmen/swordswomen.

Known for being monster slayers. (Yes similar to two games. Witcher and the Alchemist dusk series. Which is funny considering Rex's picture is from that dusk series. I don't usually play Rex as the Alchemical swordsman but it's fun this way.)

So Arthur taking even one temporary strength potion can knock him out after the side effects.
But we can just say Witches forget humans immune systems aren't as strong witches.

Fyurians are closely linked to Witches in the eyes of the people.
They are employed as Familiars.
However since Fyurian's are sellswords they are hired sometimes to take out Witches (Despite that being a Rune Knight's job Fyurian's are very dangerous)
ShieldHero-Alice Walker   3y ago

Royal Knight's
1st Class:
2nd Class:
3rd Class:
4th Class:
5th Class:

Senior Magic Knight
1st Class:
2nd Class:
3rd Class:
4th Class:
5th Class:

Intermediate Magic Knight
1st Class:
2nd Class:
3rd Class:
4th Class:
5th Class: (Has just begun using Runic Weapons)

Junior Magic Knight
1st Class: (Eligible to Test for a Runic Weapon)
2nd Class:
3rd Class:
4th Class:
5th Class:
ShieldHero-Alice Walker   3y ago

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LV: 2
Class: Spell Monk
EXP: 80/110
(15) HP: 15/0
(0) ATK: 0
(0) DEF: 0
(25) SPD: 25
(40) INT: 120 (half is magic DEF)
(25) MP: 67.5/47.5
(5) AP: 5
Overdrive: 40/100

Magic Cannon: Magic either gains 50% more power or speed. Up to the caster


LV: 1: Fire: (Activated Spell) Uses INT to strike fire on a foe some foes are weak and strong to this element MP Cost: 10

LV: 1: Mage Training: (Passive Skill) Starts off with 30+MP

Weapon: Black Monk Wraps: Grants 5ATK points with a 100% accuracy rate for physical attacks. (To be used for at least 5 consistent physical damage)
ShieldHero-Alice Walker   2y ago


ShieldHero-Oliva Walker   2y ago





Candidates for older Rex hmmm.. I'm leaning to the third picture honestly.

Tell ur brother and Mom I fucking adore them. I just deleted their contacts officially too. I just can't fucking do it myself because, helloo, pathetic weakling squishy at work bye
ShieldHero-My Ship   2y ago

ShieldHero-My Ship   2y ago

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ShieldHero-My Ship   2y ago

Okay so my availabity only 3 days (After I'm back in Grocery)
Brian in only off tue and wed
ShieldHero-Naofumi   2y ago

"I manipulated situations because if I didnt you wouldnt have spent any time with me"
And this isn't abuse?

Manuplation is okay if it's for reasons you like?
Cheating is okay because you did it differently?
You're abuse is different because you were younger?

You said you realize you're flaws but you didn't own up to a single mistake or flaw.
You instead made excuses.
Like I used too

I've no excuses.
Cheating is wrong no matter what.

(Also you cheated more than twice there was that guy on Tumbler and a few other times. I can't tell if you repress memories or just choose not to bring them up)
You've brought me to tears more often than any ex.
I stayed with you the longest too.
That was our mistake.

You only focused on the negative aspect on my post.
Which no I didn't think you read cause you said you moved on?

I said adapt.
Get over you're anger and move on.
I said a lot more than just trying to rile you up.
Not that you're hard to make angry you have yelled at me and attacked me more than any person on this "Stupid site" as you claim.
I used to think EVERYONE here was stupid and you helped me stay in that toxic place.
You'd laugh and encourage me to keep hating everyone here because you hate them.

I've opened my eyes and given people a chance and the people on this site? While not always perfect always try their best.

As for family and knowing nothing? I only know years worth of venting from you. You hardly say or write anything good about them that isn't healthy.
It's usually complaining that you're mother doesn't appreciate you or was fighting with you're sister.

I refuse to fight with you because no matter how you turn and twist my meanings that wasn't my intention.
Anyone else who could read my last post who that wasn't.

I'll believe you about this power. You've never really saw things from my perspective but I'll try to put myself in your shoes.
It's just hard to believe I had any power.
I don't say that to be rude.

You constantly shouted at me or disagreed with me.

Also you didn't threaten to kill yourself?
What about pretending when I tried breaking up was all a bad dream?
You only focus on my flaws.

We were both victims honey.
Like I said we didn't know how to love ourselves and for that everything suffered.
We loved each other poorly.

Believe it or not I used to remember at least some good times when I thought of you. Not in a longing or missing you way. Just.. "Oh yeah I remember that story that was fun"
But the more you yell and shout and the more of this negative lighting I see the harder those times seem to be to see.
Not that it affects my life.

Not too sound cold. I care about you as a human being should for another but I don't care about your approval anymore.

I'm not striving for your acceptance constantly.

As for not spending time together? We did constantly if I gamed at all you freaked out.
You were young and clingy I get that but it was hard to be myself.

I've met people who can do that.

As for repeat abuse?
I hurt you and Jillian I know. But Jillian wouldn't give up no matter how often I told her too. That being said?

I wasn't right either.
That's the difference between us.

I know I was wrong too.

As ever since that?
Every person I've met after?
Monique and so forth?

Got along.
No yelling or shouting and if things didn't work out?
A normal break up.
No cheating shocks or surprise on either end.

So in other words no repeat behavior.

I feel you only read part of my thing and chose to respond.
You never fully heard me out though.

I'm not really angry though this has honestly become the norm with you.

You can be mad.
Shout make another journal post call me whatever you want.

But I am glad your sister is returning I hope you two get along.

I'm glad your happy with someone.
When I said fling from relationship to relationship I didn't mean you went in 50 relationships.
I meant you gave yourself very little time between each one.

And in between those relationships you were lovey dovey with me (Both our faults not just you) and I just feel you didn't have any time to focus on knowing or loving yourself.
I know you suffered from low self esteem.
And that isn't an attack.
Or anything to be ashamed of! A lot of people do and I used to like CRAZY. (Not sure if you even remember I did or not)
But maybe everyone heals different?

For me I needed time alone after Monique.
I did wait a bit before even officially dating Monique to let things cool off ya know?

As for the begging you to stay that one time?
I'm sure you'll think I'll bring up the times you begged. I did kinda bring up the time you pretended it was all a dream but I can take responsibility too.

That time I begged and acted suicidal?
That was wrong.
Beyond wrong.
Didn't matter how you dumped me.
Cheated or not that was WAAAAY too far.

I know that.
I did regret that but now? I can't regret only learn from it and move on.

Also the only part of your post that actually got to me?
Was you saying that my name or even similar appearances made you go in a panic attack.

I know I had a similar thing with Alex when things first ended.
And I did waste years over that.
I blamed her abuse for me becoming whatever but saying someones abuse made you do things is.. Just... Well it's childish.

You're fears are not childish though.
At first I was like that when we broke up but I was lucky I had a stable and reliable person who was in a good mental health state. (Monique)
To bluntly point out my flaws and the flaws of the people I worshipped/loved/begged for

Cause back than I didn't wanna hear you're flaws I was convinced you were perfect etc.

It's not an excuse but I realized I had issues.

That we never should have dated in the first place.
I was going through way too much.

As were you. (You telling me you suffered from depression and other various issues)

I really do wish you the best of luck.

I know I was wrong but I also know to blame myself for the entire thing like I used to. To stick up for myself and not let others label me.

That being said I am not labeling you.
You're past
Or mine
Does not define us.

For what it's worth I've seen people who don't even slightly grow over the years so I think you'll conquer these fears and be happy one day.

Now that I think about it fear and anger are closely tied.
Maybe you aren't in a mental state to exactly be fair?

Maybe it's easier and safer for the moment to pin it all on me.
In which case?

I understand.

That being said I just hope that hatred isn't bad for you.

Also speaking of repeat offenses actually... I won't say much cause I don't trust putting this in a public place but my love life has actually been really good for awhile now and I'm glad for it ^////^

So I wish you.. Not luck no I wish you happiness I don't think luck plays into it.

Edit: I forgot to add I shouldn't snoop in you're journal it is my last super toxic habit and I hate it. For me looking there is toxic for myself. And if my post hurt more than help than it's toxic for you as well and you should stop as well. We should anyway, I actually will be working on not reading you're journal though.
Focus on the good.
Not the anger
Not the panicking and take a deep breath.

If a big dolt like me can do it? So can you C:

I know I didn't respond to everything.
It wasn't because you didn't respond to everything too it was because this already drawn out as is and I gotta focus on some other stuff. So it wasn't meant to be an extra jab or whatever

PS: For anyone outside reading this xD You gotta be so confused why the "stern" than "soft" nature I'm typing to this person. I'd say it's complicated but it's actually not. It's someone I strongly disagree with but still I believe deserves happiness because we ALL DESERVE HAPPINESS. I know that doesn't answer the whole story but well... Don't be so nosy than :P
ShieldHero-Naofumi   2y ago

I was watching Bojack horseman and the last episode of season 6?

Pete Repeat
That was crazy oml.

I was so mad though xD
He changed the whole story about Bojack.

"It was just a shitty dude"
I rewatched that episode to be safe and Bojack didn't bring the alcohol even took the girl to the hospital.

Left the prom early cause the girl got rejected too. Not to "Party"

[ This]

In one of the many threads and convo's there I stumbled on to something that reminded me of someone.

Pete changed that whole story and played up that he was a child.
Was Bojack 100% right?
No. But I was thinking how unrealistic for someone to bring up a story just to lie. Why? If you weren't asked why?

Someone wrote it well on Reddit why and I knew someone like that.

An ex of course (Shield you and your ex's) XD
They weren't all bad honestly. (Looking at you Monique you were amazing for me thank you C:)

But one in particular painted me as this "Abuser"
That he had never done anything wrong to hurt me.
That it was all me.

He was and is blind to his flaws but in a similar was to Pete Repeat.
That the experience scared him so much he decided to change and remember things differently without considering whom or what he was affecting.
"This man bad this site dumb cause they know he bad"

It's just very... Well it's lacking introspective thinking.
Looking at ones self something that breeds negativity and hate and in the wrong cases ironically? Lead to abusing ones loved ones.

I'm glad I got away when I did. In that phone call when they said there weren't over the abuse I had done to them?
And refused to admit anything to me?
I know what was expected from me to be the "Right answer"

I was supposed to say you were right.
It was all my fault you were young and I was cruel.

But problem being?
I did that before.
Say sorry and sorry and not care for my half of things.

I've been selfish too before don't get me wrong.
I actually did the same thing this person would do.

I'd give and give for awhile without sharing my feelings in a healthy way.
Than I'd explode and take and take and be selfish and not care about anyone elses point of view.

It's not like me to post these kinda post anymore.
To post to "Dunk" on others or whatever.

I know they only write about me to vent out frustrations and one of my last few bad habits is being nosy and looking.
I could say it'd made me roll my eyes or laugh at how typical it was but? It didn't.
It made me sad.
Sad people can stay in one negative place for such a long time.

Claim others have power over them.
That they have no choice.
Claim to understand others (Like saying I was glad to hear I had power over them?)
It's not true though.
If I had any sort of power? You'd have listened and took care of yourself.

Instead you throw yourself from relationship to relationship hoping to find a happily ever after instead of focusing on yourself.
It's one extreme or another
Intense love
Or hate
No moderation or restraint.
I get it comes around that age of late teens.

Hell did I have moderation at 18? Pffftttt no I did not I cussed and yelled at people and pointed fingers at others.

For the record I wasn't a saint in this relationship.
Nor was he.
Neither of us treated the other well.
We were foolish and lonely.

We didn't love ourselves so how could we begin to even love each other?
It was doomed to fail.
Led to him cheating with someone in real life and I could have walked away right than and there.
Saved us both years of anguish but guess what?

I didn't I just cried and forgave him.
Got angry at times and did it back.
And grew this petty back and forth right till the end when he didn't wanna just dump me but to cheat and dump me.
For the record?
I'm not saying woe is I.

I deserved that end.
That end was an obvious outcome for anyone watching so if anyone feels any sympathy? (My friends who give me waaaay too much credit which is why I like that Monique and Blakely/Rika are real and tell me when I'm wrong ><)

Don't show it to me.
Hell I even was grateful to Mun's point of view and we didn't get along well at the time.
Neon's group saw us two for what we were in that moment.
And lacking.. Introspection.

I think one day this person will change.
Treat their mother and sister better.
Make some friends in real life besides just a boyfriend.
Caring about those friends and listening to others.

They aren't just a bundle of negative personality traits.
They can have lucid moments of kindness to others.

Despite the negativity the show on this site that doesn't represent who they are or who they have to be forever.
Nor does their perception of me have to change me.

It did a lot not even when I was young but as a young adult.

Didn't matter even positive traits if others believed it of me? I believed in myself.
People told me I was right when I was clearly wrong.
People told me I wasn't worth happiness when I was.

I'm glad I met the people I have.
Rika (You've been so good to me QwQ)

And in real life too
David (Though haven't seen him in a hot minute)
And everyone else at church (Which I should start volunteering but they keep up with me on facebook so that's nice)

I'm lucky and very blessed.

I think self honesty is important.
Sure I was frustrated to read it. I'm human I'm not "holier than thou"
I've flaws and negative emotions too.
It was frustrating but I realize it was and I calmed myself.
Play some video games and focus on the positive people in my life.
Because this person? No longer has any power over me anymore.

I no longer want to impulsively PM this person and start a pointless battle.
I was scared that getting frustrated meant I hadn't progressed but it's not stopping yourself from feeling negative emotions.
It's how you channel and wield them that matters.

All in all I'm glad I got rid of people that were toxic for me but that doesn't mean they themselves have to be toxic human beings.
That's all I guess I'm really saying.
I wish everyone love peace and happiness <3
And I'm excited for the holidays woot!

Edit: My grammar is terrible here bc tbh its just a journal post its not really meant for anyone but myself but for any of my nosy friends yes I write like shit here xD

ShieldHero-Naofumi   2y ago


















ShieldHero-Naofumi   1y ago

[center [h3 Training Session]]

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[center [b Eric had nodded with a gentle smile he understood why she couldn't help his swordplay. Still she could help his technique when it came to agility. She had punched him in the chin he had hardly flinched but he did blink a bit surprised. He never saw her feriocity up close. She had followed with a headbutt which had made a loud. "Donk" sort of noise. Eric had took a single step back from the strike. Her and Alvin may use different weapons but they share that same frenetic energy.]]

[center [+brown Hard headed? Me? I get that a lot!]]

[center [b He had rubbed the back of his neck with a warm hearted chuckle. It was then Kita had given him instructions on what to work on.]]

[center [+brown Okay! I'll give it my best go!]]

[center [b Eric needed to let himself not hold back to much. She was like Alvin someone who could handle what he had to throw. He had charged swinging a mighty arc overhead at her. Massive blade his strike was sluggish but true. He had swung over his shoulder with a single arm.]]

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[center [b Shirudo had called out to her soldiers a new plan of action.]]

[center [#eb99ca A puntive elite force has been sent out to send the enemy in disarray. Ken's forces as well as the others will charge in once they are disorganzied. They will use that distraction to slowly surround the enemy. We are to hold the back line as to not let any stragglers past us and into Romalia. Unless we are called upon as back up just in case.]]

[center [b Erna had made her way to Kita and Eric to let them know what was going on. Eric had stopped mid swing. Their training coming to a halt as he winced looking at Erna. Shirudo was out giving new orders to the troops. Eric had a bit panicked but still respectful as always.]]

[center [+brown But.. We can't just let Alvin do that! Can we? Kita? I mean he's got to have a plan or a strategy.. Erna! Please! I can't just let him go alone. I'm supposed to be his shield I'm supposed to stand beside him!]]

[center [b It was than Shirudo had came up herself she had a feeling the kind hearted indiviual would try to charge in. She understood that... She was the shield of Romalia and protecting lives was her most important job. Apart of her wanted to chase Alvin down and protect him too but she knew she couldn't.]]

[center [#eb99ca You,me,Erna we are this forces strong frontline. The rest of our unit is full of rifelman and flanking units.]]

[center [+brown Huh? How? Aren't we the defensive unit?]]

center [#eb99ca Defensive BACKLINE unit are troops and Kita are to destroy stragglers while we take the brunt of those strikes. If we fail that civilians could be killed or Romalia could be infiltrated. All are defensive fighters are on the front with Ken. I'm sending a group of scouts to wreck havoc if Alvin can cause this distraction. First Zero came up with a strategy like this... Now the White Swordsman? Is it common in Tristania to rely on brute force? Though Zero had surprised me I'll admit.]]

[center [b Zero's plan was successful but it left a bad taste in commanders mouths. Because he had disregarded Romalia's strategic input completely. Even if the outcome was impressive. What was Alvin up to?]]

[center [b Erna had pulled out a chair ready to watch the two spar. It would be nice for Eric to focus on improving himself but with Alvin out there? Could he? Focus on that?]]

[center [h3 Just In Case]]

[center [b Claire had peered up at Alex has he began to offer his advice. She had nodded and gave a wry chuckle when he mentioned she could run circles around these bandits. Even though she knew her agility and stamina certainly had it's limits she still couldn't help but feel better by his comment. She had shoved her shoulder into his with a stiff grin.]]

[center [+lightblue So keep a close eye? I can do that. I know I'm learning how to fight and not.. Rely on my healing ability. That being said... I won't let you or Alvin die cause of some petty shit in my past. Got that?]]

[center [b Her tone sounded harsh but it wasn't really at Alex she was more so giving herself a fierce warning not to freeze up. In case the time she NEEDED to heal someone came up.]]

[center [b Claire knew they'd be riling up some feathers in Romalia by heading out but... She couldn't be afraid. She couldn't just make sassy remarks on the side lines and hide safely. Her and Alex had charged ahead keeping some distance but ready to help Alvin whenever the chance arose.]]

[center [h3 Riled Kanzaki]]

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[center [b Mally had asked Kanzaki if his flirtatious behavior was normal. He blinked looking her way before chuckling lightly.]]

[center [+darkblue Oh boss.. hmm, normal? I'd say I'm a lot of things but if learning how to fit in is the goal? Heh.. I doubt I'm the guy to ask! Haha.]]

[center [b Kanzaki had waved his hand shaking his head lightly.]]

[center [+darkblue I wouldn't say it's normal but we all got our own way of doing things right! Mine just happens to be admiring all the beauty the world has to offer! Course you're free to try it out to if you want! Haha!]]

[center [b He patted Mally's shoulder with a chuckle. Before he could open his mouth again the walkie had went off. Like that? The question Mally had asked him? Seemed the farthest thing from her mind. Him and her were sharing a tent but Kanzaki was pacing.]]

[center [+darkblue Damn it.. He can't just.. Go and die! Not before I get my rematch! Not before... This is bullshit!! I can't just stand here.]]

[center [b Kanzaki was pacing more and more. Mally had commented on it being weird not to charge with him.]]

[center [+darkblue Yeah it does... If he's gone too long I'm heading out. Orders be damned I'm not letting the White Swor- ... Alvin die out here in some ditch.]]

[center [h3 Wait and See]]

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[center [#a51d29 Let's see if he can pull it off. If he can we might just be able to slowly surround their forces from a distance.]]

[center [b Ken watched with arms crossed at the edge of his post to see Alvin's wild charge out in the distance. It wasn't long before Alvin was out of his sight.]]

[center [h3 Fatal Charge]]

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[center [b Alvin charged ahead as the raiders army charged forward. Equipped with small fire arms and little armor along with blades maces and axes. They didn't seem to take Alvin too seriously. The commander seemed to be a well dressed woman wielding a katana.]]

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[center [b Her eyes were a strange hue of color was this the mutation of the outlands in affect? Some of the men were abnormal size of muscle maybe that too played a part? It was different from the gifts Alvin and his friends had but he couldn't place how it was. The woman had shouted.]]

[center [+darkred A small force will dispatch this lone soldier. He may have a mutation but he isn't the only one! Now! Surround him! The rest of you? Keep charging don't slow down!]]

[center [b Only around twenty soldiers stayed behind to handle Alvin the rest kept charging. Rex grunted in dismay if this kept up he wouldn't even slow them down! Let alone disorganize them, one had charged with an Axe. Alvin had jumped over the Axe here was the moment of the truth. Could he... Kill them? Could he after the change he's vow to take? He jumped slashing the mans shoulder. Following with a flip over two more of the monsterous men kicking across two of them as he cut under their legs.]]

[center [b The one with the slashed shoulder was still standing him and his several allies had tried to surround Alvin but his agility was too much. He was able to flip and dance and pirouette through them but he was taking too long. It was his.. Lacking ability to kill he wasn't Eric he couldn't keep this up without thinning the numbers around him. He was taking a glancing blow here and there but nothing that would keep him down. "What can I do? What should I do? Cut and slash? To gain what I want? Like Zero? Like my father said I was? A monster... A selfish creature." Alvin lost in his thought had taken a frontal punch in the face his small body flung through the air as he managed to catch himself. The man had followed with a one handed mace strike charging to close the distance. Alvin... Rex had stood up slashing the mans arm from his body before quickly cutting through him. "I can't.. I have to fight like I've always fought. By instinct I can't let myself be distracted by wishy washy things... Like how others see me. Or if I can see myself as a brave knight in shining armor. That stuff... Doesn't matter. Creating a path for the people he cares about. If that makes him craven? Selfish? Than that is what he will be. He will greedily hold his friends close and he will pave a way to hell if it means protecting them."]]

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[center [b Rex's eyes were now narrow and sharp as he charged into the remaining group. Flipping over one of their strikes while severing his head with ease. Switching his blade from his right hand and back to his left as he parried the brutes blades. His keen sense able to dodge and weave through gunfire as the rowdy raiders shot more in frustration accidental killing some of their own. Rex had taken his signature move to one particular brute. Using his powerful kick to kick the mans legs apart. He let the man charge and fall as he weaved to the side. Letting him fall on his friends. Rex had charged stabbing a swordsman through the heart. Keeping the body on his sword he charged letting the body take all the bullets. His vest could take the bullets but why take that damage? Closing the distance it wasn't hard to dispatch the remaining rifleman up close. In fact it felt like a cold slaughter and though his heart wavered in pain that shaky resolve had melted. It had fallen when the last head had begun to roll. Now he was in the back of the enemy army charging forward and his mind gone blank. He had lost time so it was time to create some chaos. Back stabbing and slashing his way through the rear he had shown little honor in this flank. They had turned around to handle this single swordsman. This is where he kicked it into overdrive switching sword styles. Using a two handed style while trying to keep the same speed as before. It was taxing on his stamina but unless he gave them something to concentrate on they'd never slow down. Cleaving with mighty arcs Rex found himself in mimicry with Eric to cut through the the larger foes. The strikes were weighty though not as much as Eric's. Even found himself low on the ground as he took up a fallen fire arm to fire into the crowd. Avoiding return fire. He never used fire arms before so he wouldn't reload it he'd just fire into the crowd and throw it away before throwing it away. His flips and twist were usually frenetic sure but has some sort of poise to the wild ferocity but after regaining his memories. Fighting alongside Kita he had started to copy her beastly approach switching between the styles to keep them on their toes. It came more natural than copying Eric but it matched Rex's agility more really. Though Rex's brute strength wasn't nothing to snuff at. Blocking maces with direct blocks and even using his gauntlet and his fist wildly into the crowd. Even blocking a warhammer with his gauntlet and blade! The warhammer stuck in the blade and gauntlet as two swordsman rushed him. The gunners had already killed several of there own men cause he was deep in their ranks. The gunners had learned to be more careful now. He dropped his sword and dodged to the side punching one of the swordsman clean out with his gauntlet. Grabbing his sword in mid air and throwing into the others swordman. The warhammer user had slammed down but Rex had back flipped to avoid. Course countless other soldiers were ready to stab him in mid flip but he was able to kick the hilts of the blades away and with tremendous effort. (Also the fact his body was light and small aided) He pushed himself off the ground in mid backflip. With a kickspring taking him a few feet into the air even Rex never attempted such as crazy feat. Spearman raised in the air ready to catch him. Rex was learning that when fighting an army? Even if you outclass one or ten guys? There are dozens more ready to catch you on you're very next move. If he slows down or messes up even once? He's dead. This is why fighting an army alone was so dangerous. It seemed obvious.. Don't fight an army alone. However Rex was learning why that was common sense it really was overwhelming. He had managed to twist and shift his body in midair rolling away from a few dagger users and gun shots to gain his blade. Blocking further gunfire from his face with his reliable blade Durandel. He wouldn't attempt to block gunfire with a raiders sword. On that note when the dagger users closed in he smashed through their daggers with the mighty durandel. Taking a kick spin off one of the dagger user to slash his blade through the air sideways. Rex was talented sure but this next move was only possible due to his sword. In the air he held his blade flying forth cutting through raider armor and bone with ease. Most blades can't get caught on one mans bone but Durandel could cut through dozens and not even dull. How was it possible? Sadly there was much about his own sword Rex hadn't even understood. He only knew that Tristania only had one blade that surpassed it. Zero's blade... Excalibur.]]

[center [b After several minutes of fighting Rex's war cries had reached the commanders ears and the cries of her dying subordinates followed. She realized this man was too elite for her rowdy forces to fight in clustered ranks. The clustered ranks only helped to aid the chaos so she had whistled.]]

[center [+red Men! I will handle this degenerate! Wait a second... Was he the one in Galia's arena battle? That fight was aired live... Or so they said but I couldn't believe... I see. Men retreat and gather the wounded than reshape the ranks and charge! I will handle this man!]]

[center [b The men had peeled creating distance and Rex was exhausted panting heavily. He could chase them but fighting defensively with counters and clustered ranks was easier than the now spreading forces of the large force. That being said his mission.. Was a success if Ken and the others placed troops to surround when they retreat the gather the wounded and regroup. Ken and the others can take the chance to attack he really... Interrupted an armies charge? Despite that being the goal Rex... Alvin could scarcely believe it. His eyes had lost their sharp gaze as his raging blood cooled and this woman began to approach him with her katana.]]

[center [+red At least my men had done the job of tiring you. You aren't just mutated are you? You're like me... You're infected. Even so that shouldn't have been possible. Still.. No matter I will handle you myself.]]

[center [b The woman had charged forward clashing with Rex her katana scratching his cheek. He pushed her away with a kick but she only charged right back with vigor and speed. He had managed to spin around her strike punching her right in the face. Though with his tired limbs and cooled blood it wasn't as fierce as before. How long? Just how long was I fighting?]]

[center [+red I see it on you're face how long were you out here fighting tirelessly? It's hard to say when we noticed you but I'd say at least well over an hour and now you're hitting you're limit.]]

[center [b An hour? Was it.. Really? He looked around to see the countless bodies and it hit him.. Maybe he was. Just how many did he kill? Did it take that long to slow them down? They were poorly armored but the mutations made them tough opponents even if they were a bit dumb and a bit slow. This woman had dashed in striking at Alvin's shoulder before turning around to finish it with a joyful gleam in her eye. Alvin had caught her blade his fist shaking blood dripping down his hand. He had gripped the blade tightly so she couldn't slip and cut his fingers clean off. She tugged and pulled. As Alvin took the chance to stab her in the chest. At least that was the plan but she backed up making his stab in her stomach instead. Her katana lost and blood dripping out of her stomach she had coughed.]]

[center [+red Damn it... I didn't think.... Even tired I wasn't a match.... Fine it seems we do need help after all.]]

[center [b She had pulled out a whistle and blew on it but no noise could be heard? What was it?]]

[center [b Far in the distance an armored army was marching. With three in the lead. Who were they?]]

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[center [+orange Who are-]]

[center [+red Them? Albion's gone ahead and given my best men prototype magiteck equipment. I didn't want to rely on Albions help though. I know those suits aren't combat tested yet so were just guinea pigs for them... The three on the front are some of Albion's scientist.]]

[center [b They hardly look like scientist...]]

[center [+orange Why tell me?]]

[center [+red Because... You've bested me thus is the law of the outland. We may do what it takes to survive but we have some honor. I need those kingdoms resources. Their pointless wars be damned my people are starving. You are strong.. And brave they left you here to die a pawn but I ask you to join me as a champion.]]

[center [+orange ...Sorry but I can't. I have to stand strong to what I believe in.]]

[center [+red ..Pity than it seems I'll have to let Albion crush you after all.]]

[center [+orange But didn't you say the kingdoms... Albion and Germania are the worst? Why work with them?]]

[center [+red True.. I don't trust them but I can't say no to any outside help when my backs to a corner now can I?]]

[center [b What if Ken's army doesn't see the reinforcements in time? Rex has to slow them down. Can he though? In his condition? What can he... He began to look around and that's when he saw Claire! Alex too! He waved at them to come on over and Claire had done so... Carefully eyeing the raider's commander.]]

[center [+lightblue Alvin did you see that army? What's going on?]]

[center [+orange It's Albion's Magiteck they equipped her finest soldiers. The three leading them are Albion's scientist. Claire you're quick right? Can you warn them? I'll slow them down..]]

[center [+lightblue What?! No!]]

[center [+orange I... I know you and the others at camp are mad... Or don't believe I can-]]

[center [+lightblue No! Don't you play that "You don't believe in me bullshit." Eric is probably being restrained to stop from coming here and maybe Romalia thinks you're batshit insane and maybe you are!]]

[center [+orange ...]]

[center [+lightblue But don't you play that shit on me or Alex because... We actually fucking believed in you. Sure we came to make sure our friend wouldn't die but did we jump in? Look I get you've got something to prove and a past to face. I do too... I ran away from my power and my past. You're trying to face it and we let you. Look.. You did! You stopped that army! If you hadn't and this army was distracting Romalia? Well what do you think Albion would have done with those soldiers? They'd have flanked us with mutated magitech soldiers we weren't ready for. It's even possible those raiders were bribed a better life after getting a taste of power and was using this first as a sacrifice.]]

[center [+red No! They were a back up! Not the plan! My forces aren't pawns to throw away!]]

[center [+lightblue Albion has the greatest minds on the face of the planet. No way they bet you're ragtag raiders could best Romalia even with Romalia weakened. This was the plan all along.. At least that's my theory.]]

[center [+green I-I...]]

[center [+lightblue I'm saying you forced them to reveal their hand Alvin. You more than proved yourself capable. I'm sure Zero didn't win with his power alone but with sound tactics. You've done the first part now let's use our heads for a bit all right?]]

[center [b Claire placed her hands on her hips tapping her foot impatiently waiting for a response as Alvin smiled softly.]]

[center [+green T-Thanks I-I.. W-What's the plan--]]

[center [b Claire had cut him off charging at him. He flinched but she pulled him. Pressing her lips against his shoveling her saliva down his throat as his wounds began to disappear. Rex's face flushed and shocked. She had pulled off wiping her face clean.]]

[center [+lightblue I need to find a new way to use that power cause I swear Peyton's gonna kill me when we get back.]]

[center [b Claire's tried pouring saliva into cups in the past but without direct contact the saliva loses potency really fast once away from her body. Alvin's wounds were healing and though she didn't heal as fast as Raine her healing properties were weaker except.. They could restore lost stamina. Something Alvin had a ton of and could make good use of.]]

[center [+green I-I... B-But... You're power...]]

[center [+lightblue We'll worry about that later. Alex! Alvin! Don't do anything rash! We are going to head back and I know you can run faster than me Alvin but I need you to conserve stamina for the fight ahead. So I will head back and warn them. You two should tail behind and fight with the main army.]]

[center [+green I-I.. We could... M-Me and Alex... Could..]]

[center [+lightblue Fight here? Are you crazy?! You trying to get Alex killed too?!]]

[center [+green N-No! Hear me out! We could hide around here and when the main army attacks.. We could launch a surprise attack!]]

[center [b It was than the raider commander had grabbed her blade and tried to make a run for it. Though she fell flat on her face with her wound bleeding profusely.]]

[center [+lightblue She'll be a problem.. Alex can you tie her up and bandage her wounds? So she can't warn the enemy? Maybe hide her somewhere I can't carry her back.]]

[center [+red I don't need you're... Mercy I'm..]]

[center [b Claire had walked sighing as she kicked the woman across the face knocking her out. Leaning over she kissed the woman in her sleep healing her wounds. Burying her katana Claire handed the woman to Alex.]]

[center [+lightblue Mercy? No I just think you should have to live out you're dumbass mistakes. If I don't get to die out of mine you sure as hell don't get to either lady. ...Alex.... Make sure to keep Alvin in line okay? No more lone wolf shit. You two are going to attack together right? As a team? And not a moment sooner than they start fighting our main forces! Got!]]

[center [b Claire had her hands on her hips looking at Alex. It wasn't that she thought he was foolish or even reckless. He may seem the lone rogue brute from his appearance but she knew deep down he was very intelligent. It was one of the things she liked about.. Admired about! Admired about him! Oh who was she kidding? Yes she had a fondness for Alex. Why else was she breathing down his neck to be so damn safe? Not that this surprise attack was actually.. "Safe"]]

[center [h3 Castle Life]]

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[center [h3 OOC]]

[center [b The three scientist don't have to be the ones in the picture I used.]]

[center [b Except this one I want to use.]]

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[center [b You can control one or two scientist if you want. Maybe one can even have a tie to Mally's past? That could be cool.]]
ShieldHero-Naofumi   360d ago

Dragon Age Origins Rogue build

Dwarf Noble
Buy tome first time in camp. so gotta have 22 golds and 50 silver.

Duelist for sure.

But unsure for the secondary

Ranger to add a tankiness and this spec takes NO stat investment.
Duelist takes none either

Assassin needs some cunning.

Bard needs lots of cunning
ShieldHero-Naofumi   359d ago

Divinity 2 build

[h3 Human Tank]
2 Aeroturge (Teleport)

1 Pyro (Haste and Clear minded)

Warfare 2 (Higher later) (For skills and damage)

Necromancer 2 or more for healing (Bone Cage and Living on the Edge)

Polymorph 2 (Hearts of Steel And Chicken Scratch and Tenacle Lash)

So 10 combat points I gotta fill with gears and levels.


I would need these 3 as highest as I can.
So eventually... 38 Combat points.
That doesn't count warfare needing to eventually be 10.
So 48 combat points to completely fill this build which is... Well admittedly insane.

But actually.. Could have warfare down to 3 or even 4 and let the summoning be damage.
So 2 warfare for a long time is okay.
Contamination Armor does give 4 geo and 4 hydro in act 2
So that is something can hard focus summoning than.

This is a HIGH memory build.
14 con
And secondary strength.

[h3 Fane Tank]

For this I think it's kinda easier honestly?

Glass cannon talent

Geo (Armor and poison)

Hydro? For magic armor? Can't heal self but can heal others though. Hard to say for healing but at least magic armor?

Polymorph 2 (Hearts of steel and MAYBE other things)

One scoundrel for adrenaline.

Warfare for sword and shield moves.
Knockdowns and other of the like.

Gotta pump moves that give armor per turn.

A custom character with dome would be great.
But Fanes Time Warp can be a very great buff to give to a friend.
Or even you're incarnate for damage in a pinch.

Whats nice about this build is...
You grab true aggro.

And it's more streamlined?
You honestly wanna pump wits and summoning up cause if you don't get first turn.
You are screwedddd.

14 con.
A little memory but much much less needed here.

And the rest in STR.
But honestly like wits... Is so important.

Don't get first turn to summon and buff up self armor
You basically die.

So yeah stuff to think about for this playthrough and for future undead playthrough perhaps

Pump Summoning and Perservence

Edit: Instead of Hydro grab Necromancy for this build!
ShieldHero-Naofumi   31d ago

5Arthur: 9/13HP
1Scarlett: 1/13HP (Current turn)
4Seren: 1/8HP
2Guard 2: Full health
3Guard 3: Full Health
Everyone missed
ShieldHero-Naofumi   30d ago

Meeting Your World

Rex remembered around two years ago give or take walking home from school. His family was rather laid back about him coming home late. He had liked to think about his day and how he would try to have his day be tomorrow. Any way to not have his school days be so... Miserable. He always looked forward to playing video games or watching anime all night long. It made him wonder why he stayed in high school in the first place.

Every day was just him zoning out and in wishing he could be in another world. A world not like this own, a little bit of magic. A little bit of... Fantasy a world where talking to others wasn't so hard. Watching so much anime the quiet weak willed main character would always make a friend. Future Diary was one strange example the first episode Yuno Gasai loved Yuki even though he didn't do that much. They always made friends always found "that" girl. Their entire life was a bore until the day everything changed. When would that day be for Rex? Was it something he had to make the first step? Or would he have to simply just wait and pray? Get real things like that simply don't happen.

In life the least interesting answer was always the correct one. No kind girls no heroic guys nothing nada. Sex,War,Drugs,Foul language,Impulsive thoughts. That was the world people were all the same all so simple. Rex couldn't help but compare brain dead jocks or bitchy female clicks to NPC's in a crappy game. That's probably why he came home with cuts and bruises on his body rather often. His fist covered in scars he was singled out a lot by others. He did make himself an easy target. Though he always gave a fight because he would tell himself. The hero's on those screens? If he wanted to be like them? He had to fight he couldn't just give in and before he knew it he was a natural born fighter. Winning more fights than losing by the time he grew. He soon learned physical pain wasn't such a hinderence it healed and it was a state of mind. You were only in as much pain as you wanted to be. It was easy to ignore compared the other things in life if anything it made him feel strong. It made him feel like his favorite tanks his biggest idols. Though there was a big difference what was he fighting for? He didn't have an ideal, or a leader to follow he sure as hell didn't change anything. This world was turning in on itself and he'd get a heroic feeling from this? They'd still pick on him and other people. A hero would usher in peace but a place with peace would be a place Rex wouldn't... Fit in. No he wasn't a hero he was just a man that found solace in violence. Walking home everyday tears filled in his eyes he knew this was the truth. He wasn't achieving anything he was still miserable. The only difference was he was despised and fear which if anything made even the kinder people grow to hate him entirely. Teachers found him to be a bad example on the other students. Coach would always side with the other students of course! They actually socialize they enjoy sports and like it or not? "They offer more to this world than you do" he would tell himself that was the case. Even if he detested them found them simple it was true.

Dropping his bag Rex looked up into the sky as tears flowed down his face. It felt so meaningless so utterly pointless all of it. Rex deep in his heart... Was ambitious and that fire stung him only more. He wanted to offer something great to this world make it one he could love. How could he? He was just one person, and at the same time. He wasn't motivated to learn anything or to interact with others. It hurts knowing if you were to perish the world would just keep going on. It doesn't need you and Rex didn't think it'd needed anyone at his school either. Did he want to mean more to this world? What did he want? Maybe he simply just wanted to make a difference in a way he could be content with. Perhaps that's why he enjoyed tanking in his video games. True he may not be the most noticed or the star player or dealing the most damage. It's the hardest role to notice or give credit to. Yet at the same time? A team without a tank is as good as sunk. Playing it well really matters if they get to continue or not.
ShieldHero-Naofumi   23d ago

[i idea 1

This is the world of Tellus, Tellus is a world much like our own. A world reliant on steam and ingenuity to power it's inventions. Another key factor being? Much of the world is yet unexplored and humanity has made great pains to explore the farthest forest. The highest mountains and the deepest seas.

However humanity has mostly overlooked one other key factor. In this plane? Magic? Is a secret from the governmental powers. Ever since the witch hunts of the "Dark Ages" (Much like our own) sorcerers and witches have gone into hiding. Not to mention many mythical beas who wish to have asylum. This society has created several dozen schools to find those rare enough.. To be born with the gift of magic. Teaching them to live with other warlocks and witches as well as to make peace with the beast many of which are capable of speech and reasoning.

One such school is the Myrdiin's (my-der-in's) Academy of Sorcery and Beastcraft.]

[i Idea 2

This one is a high fantasy world called Fractum with 5 major kingdoms defending the worlds from the "Outlands"
However tensions have risen between the kingdoms and things begin to brew in the kingdom of "Radiance"

You're characters would start in a town in Radiance called Glazing Wind ]

[h3 Others]

I've  a mystery creepy traveling circus idea.

One with royalty having a personal guard (Wouldn't have to be a guard could have a different reason to join)
That one has a bit of a plot twist to it.

Witch Hunt:
A world where people hunt down magic.
Main characters can be people who 
1: Use magic
2: Don't use magic but don't agree with the witch hunts

I've more ideas than that too
ShieldHero-Naofumi   22d ago

I asked Poison if I could share my attempt at a campaign (I've some stuff set up for it) And she didn't mind so it does mean we are running 2 campaigns at once here so if that's too much I understand!

If anyone has any of their own story/campaign ideas feel free to share! ^^ But here goes!

[center [h3 Story]]

[center [b This world's name has been lost.]]

[center [b The "great collapse" left the world torn and broken. Civilization destroyed and much knowledge was lost.. Those who had started the war? Were long gone the reasons along with them. The weapons that were used left the planet scared and fractured. It's been 25 years since that terrible event but there came another factor with the great collapse. This world hadn't had magic before but... It's collided with other planes if only for a bit. Causing humans to cast magic and develop strange fighting styles. Many beast and creatures have to ended up trapped here on this strange torn world.]]

[center [b Most of the modern world is encased in nature and magic now with humanity making it's effort to rebuild. You're characters are survivors and or unexpected visitors of this world.]]

[center [h3 Tislune]]

[center [youtube]]

Tislune is an overgrown greenland full of fauna and beast. This is where are players will be starting our journey.

Here in the outback of Tislune there are
Villages (Nothing too crazy but there is some leftover tech of the old world)
Humanity is slowly building machines to help defend the world against these new threats.

[h3 Tislune Greenlands]

The start of our tale has our adventurers out hunting out for food (Or whatever it is they wish to be in their backstory)

There is many overun buildings with grass and moss everywhere.  

In the Greenlands are wandering Raiders and Fauna

Time to hunt for food and resources! Maybe time to uncover the worlds lost mysteries. Or maybe this a chance for you're character find themselves.. To find what they've been looking for.

[h3 Restrictions/Altercations]

Coins have weight but not everywhere uses coins many places Barter.

Goodberry Spell gone

Instead of 3 days + con modifier before exhaustion it is 1day +con modifier. 

Be careful where you short and long rest the guard rules will be used as RAW

[center [h3 Notes]]

I drew a map of the world but it isn't necessary. I took a picture of it but I'd have to figure out how to show it on ES.
Or maybe just text it to you guys since I know everyone here haha. But yeah if that idea doesn't sound good to anyone I've got other ideas!

I'll warn in that one 

Are all good skills to have. Doesn't mean the other skills are useless though.

Also.. It's super open sand boxy! Honestly it took a TON of work but... You can head any direction you want and search for whatever you want.
You're goal is you're own.
If coming up with a goal on you're own in this world is too hard we can always bounce ideas off each other and figure out what you're character is "Searching" for or what they are trying to achieve. Example if I had a character in that world.

Arthur Pencross:

A young blonde paladin that swore to defend the weak and uphold the just. He's seen many devouts in ruins and abandoned temples still worshiping to this day all taking different oaths.
He's read of many different oaths.
Devotion to support and care for others
Glory to have a competitive spirit and bring the best out of others.

Conquest to rule what he finds as an ambitious leader.

Vengeance: To destroy the foul beast and darkness that now plague this land.. Regardless of how low once must sink

What would he be? He's set out on a pilgrimage with amulet in hand.. Finishing is tutelage as a rookie paladin.
In his quest he swore he'd help as many others as he could all the while learning to find himself in this war torn world.

Once he finds that oath he would have to serve by it day in and day out. That was a duty Arthur was ready to take.


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